My "uncle"
deedeeiny60
Registrant
I've written about this before but never in detail. Why? Because in a sense I have to admit was different from other abuses I was subjected to as a boy.
He was not really my uncle he was a cousin of my father. He was a captain in a commercial vessel traveling a lot throughout the world.
He was tall big strong anf handsome( at least for me).
A lot of things happened when I was 11 to 12. My father passed away, I was raped etc.
I recall as it was today: I'm sitting on his lap his hands all over my body caressing telling me how beautiful I was how he loves me how he's going to be my father figure for my father was gone etc.
Did it felt good? Sure! For a kid that's starving for love and affection sure it did!
Sitting on his lap already feeling his huge erection under my butt. He is rubbing against my cute bubblebutt caressing my thighs my belly my nipples. Feeling so good.
I liked the feeling even the rubing on my butt.
That went on many times, a lot before one day he was "teaching" me how to suck his big dick. I did. I wasn't eager or liked that much but I felt I needed to please him.
Then one day he told me that I did something wrong. At that time I was still punished by my aunts with painful enemas. I feared.
He put me over his knees and barebutt spanked me but telling me how lovely my butt was. He caresses it. Felt good. Then later he gave me an enema. It was not pleasant but felt different from was done by my aunts.
Yes, then came sodomizing me. Hurt a lot He was big but did it carefully. Hurting but felt good. I admit it. I liked him I liked all he did even when later and now I recognized it was wrong. He groomed me he just wanted to have pleasure for him. Later I found out that in his travels he was sexualy abusing a lot of girls and boys in different countries.
Even if i liked it was wrong. I was not able to say NO. That's was made very clear to me.
He was adult I was just a boy needing love.
I have said much here. I need to stop. Probably will continue later if I find the energy to do it. I'm drained emotionaly drained. I cried yes I'm crying. But that was long ago. I feel safe but hurt.
Hurt, hurt, hurt...
He was not really my uncle he was a cousin of my father. He was a captain in a commercial vessel traveling a lot throughout the world.
He was tall big strong anf handsome( at least for me).
A lot of things happened when I was 11 to 12. My father passed away, I was raped etc.
I recall as it was today: I'm sitting on his lap his hands all over my body caressing telling me how beautiful I was how he loves me how he's going to be my father figure for my father was gone etc.
Did it felt good? Sure! For a kid that's starving for love and affection sure it did!
Sitting on his lap already feeling his huge erection under my butt. He is rubbing against my cute bubblebutt caressing my thighs my belly my nipples. Feeling so good.
I liked the feeling even the rubing on my butt.
That went on many times, a lot before one day he was "teaching" me how to suck his big dick. I did. I wasn't eager or liked that much but I felt I needed to please him.
Then one day he told me that I did something wrong. At that time I was still punished by my aunts with painful enemas. I feared.
He put me over his knees and barebutt spanked me but telling me how lovely my butt was. He caresses it. Felt good. Then later he gave me an enema. It was not pleasant but felt different from was done by my aunts.
Yes, then came sodomizing me. Hurt a lot He was big but did it carefully. Hurting but felt good. I admit it. I liked him I liked all he did even when later and now I recognized it was wrong. He groomed me he just wanted to have pleasure for him. Later I found out that in his travels he was sexualy abusing a lot of girls and boys in different countries.
Even if i liked it was wrong. I was not able to say NO. That's was made very clear to me.
He was adult I was just a boy needing love.
I have said much here. I need to stop. Probably will continue later if I find the energy to do it. I'm drained emotionaly drained. I cried yes I'm crying. But that was long ago. I feel safe but hurt.
Hurt, hurt, hurt...
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