My Thoughts 2
Understanding
What if I was never born
How would the world change
Very little would be different
My family might not be estranged
The truth could stay hidden
The others would never tell
They lack the conviction
To condemn someone to hell
My boys would have never been born
At least not with me as their father
Tammy would probably be happier
Maybe then even have a daughter
The people I've hurt in life
Would not have the pain I cause
They would have never had to suffer
Nor know how I caused their loss
My father wouldn't fear
That someday I would kill
And make those poeple that wronged me
For life, lose their will
The people I work with
Wouldn't have to try and compete
They could take their time about it
Not worry about the numbers they must meet
The Military wouldn't have had
A soldier they couldn't train
To waste all that money
On someone that was possibly insane
But if the truth never did come out
No one would ever know
Why my brother is a crackhead
and sister is a lost soul
Why they suffer
Yet hold it in
It causes their soul
To erode from within
To feel for others
It's not easy to do
When you don't care
How others feel for you
To people like us
feelings means shit
When we make others feel pain
We actually enjoy it
It's not our fault
Something we did
Were just not right
Messed up as a kid
No one would understand
What if I was never born
How would the world change
Very little would be different
My family might not be estranged
The truth could stay hidden
The others would never tell
They lack the conviction
To condemn someone to hell
My boys would have never been born
At least not with me as their father
Tammy would probably be happier
Maybe then even have a daughter
The people I've hurt in life
Would not have the pain I cause
They would have never had to suffer
Nor know how I caused their loss
My father wouldn't fear
That someday I would kill
And make those poeple that wronged me
For life, lose their will
The people I work with
Wouldn't have to try and compete
They could take their time about it
Not worry about the numbers they must meet
The Military wouldn't have had
A soldier they couldn't train
To waste all that money
On someone that was possibly insane
But if the truth never did come out
No one would ever know
Why my brother is a crackhead
and sister is a lost soul
Why they suffer
Yet hold it in
It causes their soul
To erode from within
To feel for others
It's not easy to do
When you don't care
How others feel for you
To people like us
feelings means shit
When we make others feel pain
We actually enjoy it
It's not our fault
Something we did
Were just not right
Messed up as a kid
No one would understand