My story
I’ve been so scared even to talk about this. It’s been an emotional journey for me. I don’t know what to do because there is no justice being served but I just want to rants how I feel. My story begins when I was 10 years old. My mom had a friend and her son would always ask me questions about my sexuality like “are you gay or bisexual” or “do you like boys or girls” and I don’t know why he would ask me that. One night he spent the night with his family at my great grandmothers house and I couldn’t sleep and I went to go get some water because I thought it would help me relax and then I got the water and I was walking back and the guy came behind me and said “what are you doing “ and I told him I was getting water and he laughed and said “wanna do something” and he told me to get down and I told him “no I’m tired” and he didn’t take that for answer he litterally pushed me to go down and I tried fighting back but he was 15 or 16 I’m not sure but he was definitely stronger then me and he proceeded to pull my pants off and spit in my ask and I kept telling him “no I don’t want this “ but he still went on and he raped me and he came inside of me and I felt so embarrassed and empty after and he told me the next day that he would do it again and if I didn’t do it he hurt my family and try to kill me. He did it 2 more times but the last couple of times I tried to put up a fight, I was scared to even say anything for yes because I was afraid something bad would happen. Also my step brother has sexual assaulted me as well, he would do drugs and he told me to inhale this bag full of I don’t even know what and I woke up the next morning with him thrusting into me and I tried pushing him off of me and I told him to stop. I was on the floor and when he finished he left the room. Then months later he raped me again and this time he threatened to kill me and he had a knife in his hand and he put it up to my neck and told me to get down again.. and he raped me again. I have reported this
Incidents to the police but years after because I was scared and now I’m really scared for my life cuz my step brother lives the city over and I’m just scared of him trying to hurt me because I finally spoke about this incident to the police and my father but both have told me that is nothing they can do so
Incidents to the police but years after because I was scared and now I’m really scared for my life cuz my step brother lives the city over and I’m just scared of him trying to hurt me because I finally spoke about this incident to the police and my father but both have told me that is nothing they can do so