Relationship Issues My relationship
Pheonix1994
Registrant
Tomorrow is going to be 31 years that I have been with my partner. My partner knows nothing about my past. I have hidden it from for this long. They don't know about my abuse or that I was adopted. All they know is that I don't talk to my family. His family became mine.
I have keep it from him cause he wouldn't understand. There the kind of person that would say just get over it. My partner can be very mean and cruel to me not physical abuse but more of emotional abuse. That's why I have keep it from him. I can't talk to him about this. He only sees what's on the outside and not what's on the inside.
He doesn't even know about my eating disorder or that I'm afraid of knives and that I have to make sure that there put away safely in the drawer.or that i was brutalyy raped when I was around 22. He doesn't even know that I'm on here. I have to hide or wait til he's asleep. If he were to find out he would be very angry at me. I don't even know why I'm posting thus but there is no one that I can talk to. He doesnt even know that I tried going to therapy at one time and had to lie about why I was going to the doctor.
There is so much more to our relationship. I will post later but that's all I can say for know. Sorry if sounds like I'm just rambling on but it's not easy keeping secrets.
I have keep it from him cause he wouldn't understand. There the kind of person that would say just get over it. My partner can be very mean and cruel to me not physical abuse but more of emotional abuse. That's why I have keep it from him. I can't talk to him about this. He only sees what's on the outside and not what's on the inside.
He doesn't even know about my eating disorder or that I'm afraid of knives and that I have to make sure that there put away safely in the drawer.or that i was brutalyy raped when I was around 22. He doesn't even know that I'm on here. I have to hide or wait til he's asleep. If he were to find out he would be very angry at me. I don't even know why I'm posting thus but there is no one that I can talk to. He doesnt even know that I tried going to therapy at one time and had to lie about why I was going to the doctor.
There is so much more to our relationship. I will post later but that's all I can say for know. Sorry if sounds like I'm just rambling on but it's not easy keeping secrets.
