Bat,
Stop beating yourself up. You are NOT the bad guy here. You were dealt an impossible hand and survived. You're the strong one here. Be nicer to yourself. Look at how you've managed.
Paul
Bat, I havent read yr story its too long, but hey, you have a roof over your head.
The main thing is having a roof and food.
I am glad your sis is looking after you, but I hope it all gets better not worse.
None of you guys should ever be homeless, never, and I really hope it doesnt happen.
Always remember you are worth a lot more than you think,
Bat,
Stop apologizing for how long your post is. It's as long as you need it to be. Remember, you did it for you as well as for us. Get more of it out. And I re-read your last post and saw that you did not mean it to be negative. That's the really hard thing about email - no tone of voice, no facial expressions, no body language and so we have to take things at face value of the words. I once had a huge misunderstanding for sending an email to my boss that had, what I thought, was a funny wry tone to it. He took it as angry. oops. It was sorted out quickly, but taught me never to use sarcasm, irony, wry-ness, or anything other than plain speak when doing this sort of stuff. So sorry I misread your tone!
You're doing amazingly well.
Paul
I know you wont' be able to read this until later, but I just wanted to say I applaud all the guts it took to tell your story here. I know we shouldn't compare, but I haven't been through a tenth of what you have, so in a way I look up to the courage I've seen in you.
As we've talked in chat a few times, I've been able some of the good things shine through about the person you are becoming. I'm glad I've been able to meet you. I hope your time away is good, and I hope to see you when you get back.
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