MY LIFE NOW

MY LIFE NOW
Hello Everyone,
Well Im on break from school right now, and I wanted to come back and just say hi and wish everyone a good new year.
This past year for me has been quite an up and down experience. Many trials and tribulations have come and gone and I am happy for all of them. I read a post by Leosha earlier in December that was talking about finally reclaiming your life. Praise God for giving me and all of us the strength to handle what we do. I finally feel like Im starting to know myself but it is still hard. I am at a point in my life (late teens) when I am questioning everything normally and dealing with the abuse on top of that. I feel like Im beginning to get a better idea of the person that I am and should have been a long time ago, if not for the effects of my abuse. I try to live my life as unconcrete as possible because Life is always changing. One day I think one thing the next day another so I try not to hold myslef to absolutes at this point because I know that its not right for me right now. And for awhile that was hard to deal with but I know that after time I will figure myslef out and know what I want and what I want to beleive in. Thank God for this site, without you I dont no where I would be and I dont know what I would have done (probably alot of things that would have ended up hurting me in the end). Ill try to leave another reply soon before I head back to school.

Much love and peace to all my brothers in this fight

I love you all and I know we can make it through this

Peace
One day
 
One Day
I am at a point in my life (late teens) when I am questioning everything normally and dealing with the abuse on top of that.
It makes me feel good to see that you are dealing with this at such a young age. Many of us here have wasted too many years of our life running from the abuse not wanting to face the truth. Keep up the healing and just ride the currents of life for now. Tom Muldoon
 
One Day - So great to hear from you! Thanks heaps for your words of hope and encouragement. My work is assisting children and adolescents to come to grips with the magnitude and dynamics of their sexual abuse. I am really happy when I see and hear of young men confronting their abuse and on the journey to peace! Thanks so much for sharing!!

Howard
 
i am so glad you are facing it now instead of waiting for forty years like most of us. you are a very brave soul, stronger than i bet you know at this point. take care of yourself.
 
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