My Ghost

[NowICanSee]

I feel you in my stomach
The seed of my self doubt
You conquered me with fear
Left shame where I was proud

You taught me your betrayal
The boy left broke in two
Lost for 30 years
All memory of you

You were the monster
You were the dark
You were the terror
You were the shark

You were the everything
That was wrong
And I hate you for it