Music. What are your songs? (recovery, depression, happiness, anything)

Blueshawk

Registrant
First verse:
I remember singing Jesus Loves Me at an early age
I was raised in church since baby words I learned to say
“Christ loves the little children”
Repeatedly in my mind

Red and yellow, black and white
They are precious in His sight
But I didn’t feel so precious on that day I got molested
In fact I felt more rejected, neglected, from His protection

And all these questions started forming in my mind
Am I gay? Am I straight?
‘Cause it continued
Often I felt ugly trapped and so ashamed

I never told a soul
Because I feared I’d take the blame
Nobody would ever know
It was my secret, my pain, my hurt, my shame

I couldn’t let it out
If I did they’d surely call me gay
And I remember when they did at the mall that day
I broke down in tears and simply walked away

‘Cause I remember all those times that other boy had touched me
And I started wondering if Jesus really loved me
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me

 

Good song!

Good message!!! Imo at least.

Lyrics:

All the scars, all the lines
On my face they show the times
I've abandoned my own life
I can't breathe, I can't eat
So I just drink myself to sleep
And embrace this morbid price
But maybe it's time to heal, maybe it's time to try
Maybe it's time to deal with all the pieces in my life
Maybe I'll sober up, maybe before I die
Maybe I'll finally deal with all the wreckage in my life
I'm older now, I'm breaking down
My regrets they turn to dust
And soon enough they'll blow away
When I was young, I was dumb
I was never strong enough
I wish I had the guts to say
Maybe it's time to heal, maybe it's time to try
Maybe it's time to deal with all the pieces in my life
Maybe I'll sober up, maybe before I die
Maybe I'll finally deal with all the wreckage in my life
And this was self-inflicted
Yeah I was on a mission
To ruin everything in life
But now I'm so damn ready
Just take my hand and steady
And we will make it through the night
Maybe it's time to heal, maybe it's time to try
Maybe it's time to deal with all the pieces in my life
Maybe I'll sober up, maybe before I die
Maybe I'll finally deal with all the wreckage in my life
Maybe it's time
Maybe it's time
Maybe it's time
 

Lyrics:
Stop telling me that it's okay like it's gonna get better
I've heard every damn cliché, been stuck here forever
In my own head I'm a prisoner
And you're not much of a listener
I have always been this way
Can't outrun the pouring rain
I'm so sick of waiting on the sun
My silver lining never comes
So sick of feeling not enough
Does hope hurt more than giving up?
I know that I can't be the only one
Sick of waiting on the sun
Stop telling me that there's a light at the end of the tunnеl
Every time I beliеve those words, it's nothing but trouble
I hate to sound so cynical
But I'm done chasing miracles
This fall it ain't worth the climb
Glass half empty all the time
I'm so sick of waiting on the sun
My silver lining never comes
So sick of feeling not enough
Does hope hurt more than giving up?
I know that I can't be the only one
Give me a reason
I should even be alive
Help me believe that
Tomorrow's even worth the fight
I must confess, I'm terrified
That I won't make it through the night
Wish I could change my mind
I'm so sick of waiting on the sun
My silver lining never comes
So sick of feeling not enough
Does hope hurt more than giving up?
I know that I can't be the only one
Sick of waiting on the sun
 

Lyrics:

I'll never know your pain, I've never walked in your shoes
I know your life ain't fair, I know it's damn near killed you
You've been through hell, you blame yourself
A painful past you can't forgive
You had no help but time will tell
If it's a curse or it's a gift
But if you're still breathing, breathing
You made it through your darkest days
If your heart's still beating, beating
Then you are gonna be okay
You've had millions of reasons to bend and to break
But you're still alive and that's not a mistake
The war in your head tells a story that's still worth believing
'Cause you're still breathing
'Cause you're still breathing
'Cause you're still breathing
If you've been up all night thinking it won't get better
No need to wear your scars like a scarlet letter
You're on the ledge but not the end
It helped you see another way
A broken heart, a brand new start
Tomorrow everything could change
'Cause if you're still breathing, breathing
You made it through your darkest days
If your heart's still beating, beating
Then you are gonna be okay
You've had millions of reasons to bend and to break
But you're still alive and that's not a mistake
The war in your head tells a story that's still worth believing
'Cause you're still breathing
You're alive, you survived, it's a sign
And the proof is in your pulse
Brighter stars only shine in the dark
You are stronger than you know
(You are stronger than you know)
(Stronger than you know)
So if you're still breathing, breathing (you're still breathing)
You made it through your darkest days
If your heart's still beating, beating (your heart's still beating)
Then you're gonna be okay
You've had millions of reasons to bend and to break (you're not dead)
But you're still alive and that's not a mistake
The war in your head tells a story that's still worth believing
'Cause you're still breathing
 
The artists Citizen Soldier really knocks it ou of the park on numerous songs for me. So relateable. They have a lot of different songs as well.
 

Lyrics:

Have you ever felt lost
Like you don't matter at all
Like you were born just to be scared?
All this fear deep inside
Does it burn to the surface
Leaving you gasping for air?
Now you're walking alone
It's all that you've ever known
So sick of being the one betrayed
If you just take one more chance
If you just open your eyes
You'll find the purpose in your pain
Oh I know
There is purpose in your pain
Do you feel already dead
Like you have no reasons left?
Standing on the edge
And finally looking down
Like a candle in the night
Fighting just to stay alive
I know you still can't see
But hold onto me
You will be found
Is the pulse of your heart
Is it just way too heavy
Does the weight of the world hold you down?
Is the world celebrating
While you're there suffocating
No shred of sympathy to be found?
Now face down in the dirt
Think it's what you deserve
But even when this life is cold
You've got to be strong somehow
Rise from the dust
Your story needs to be told
Do you feel already dead
Like you have no reasons left?
Standing on the edge
And finally looking down
Like a candle in the night
Fighting just to stay alive
I know you still can't see
But hold onto me
You will be found
You will be saved
Just hear me now
I've felt the same
You will be broken
But never to pieces
Keep holding on
There's always a reason
Not to feel already dead
Like you have no reasons left
Stepping on the edge
And finally looking down
Like a candle in the night
Fighting just to stay alive
I know you still can't see
But hold onto me
You will be found
 

Beautiful song with a beautiful message!

This randomly came up on my Spotify about 5 minutes ago.

Lyrics:

For the longest time I felt I couldn't breathe
'Cause the darkest clouds would storm inside of me
Like I was drowning in the deepest darkest sea
And I'd come up for air, but the waves crashed down on me
I'm tired of feeling like I'm broken
I found the strength to find my way
Now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel
I'm done with all the days of the pain and the struggle
I say goodbye to all the nights I was under the rubble
'Cause now I see the light at the end of the tunnel
And I can finally break
Yeah, I can finally break
I tried a thousand times, but the mountain felt too high
And the weight of the world would never let me climb
Like every step I took left me further back behind
And giving up was the only thing I never tried
I'm tired of feeling like I'm broken
I found the strength to find my way
Now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel
I'm done with all the days of the pain and the struggle
I say goodbye to all the nights I was under the rubble
'Cause now I see the light at the end of the tunnel
And I can finally break
Yeah, I can finally break
Yeah, I can finally break
Yeah, I can finally break
Now when I close my eyes, I know I'll be just fine
 
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