Multiple Forms of Rape

[GMan]

I find it interesting that many of us have experienced multiple forms of trauma, or so it seems. There was my rape by a stranger, the anger and abuse of my father, being bullied in school. I'm sure if I thought hard, I would find others. Many of the results are similar; lack of trust, trauma, fear, anxiety, and all the rest.

Although I know this is sad, it's almost comical.

 

[Ceremony]

Thanks GMan, I can see it man.

The shit sure do linger, like a fickle finger
seemed randomly to pick, this one's to be sick.



I've had a lot to write these weeks. It's gotten a tad exhausting today. I want something, and I know I won't get it. Gotta let go.
But, accepting or allowing fate, seems a mistake?


Oh well, like the song... "Keep pushin'...." REO Speedwagon.

 

[GMan]

Thanks C-Man. I think I posted this in the wrong section. Should I move it?

 

[Ceremony]

I know, it's the same here as there.

Best to you my friend.

 

[NowICanSee]

The trauma of repeating the first grade and the subsequent years of torment and teasing masked my sexual abuse. I thought that was the trauma that fucked me up. The irony is the sexual abuse that occurred when I was 4 set me up to fail the first grade. It also filled me with shame that has trickled down into every aspect of my life and caused me to chronically underachieve at things.

 

[Ceremony]

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