Matt 5:44
I didn't even know it was possible --- I became aware recently that I had not forgiven the courts and the cops, and besides my own childhood abuse, my grandmother was murdered (actually raped and bludgeoned) by a 19 year old neighbor of hers and the police tried to scare my mother into a confession which seriously traumatized her for life and we ended up even losing the property where she grew up (the murder scene). I had heard it was important to forgive people and I had worked though all that pretty well. But I had this inner rage over all the inept handling of all the legal issues, bad judges, IRS (which took the house for $900 in back taxes after my moms break down) or even employers that I felt had wronged me. I was very quick to anger with any kind of company that tried to wrong me. I believe even dealing with the phone company they were getting all my anger for everything. I hope you can understand any unforgiveness held in your heart is poison to you
To me, know releasing them, has given me an inner piece instead of the torment. My objections and woes to the ways me and my family was mistreated will not affect me anymore.
I have a peace I never felt before.
To me, know releasing them, has given me an inner piece instead of the torment. My objections and woes to the ways me and my family was mistreated will not affect me anymore.
I have a peace I never felt before.