loving your abuser?
i stayed with my uncle for most of 3 years ,from 12 to 15 .he treated me good ,i did anything he asked including sex ,when he wanted pics i said sure when he wanted vids i said sure ,i never knew my dad so to me this was dad.i didn't think boys had sex with their dads ,but if that's what it took to make him love me i was happy to do it. besides i enjoyed most of it . i was a small kid and puberty hit me real late ,but i finally started to get hair down there. one day he walked in and said kid you got to go ,go where? i don't care where as long as you go .i was crushed . he told me he didn't like hairy pimple faced boys ,that i was too old .i begged ,told him i'd shave off the hair .he still made me leave . i think that hurt me more than anything else he did to me . it makes me sick to say it ,but i loved one of my abusers
