I sometimes wonder whether or not there is some Divine plan, in all of this loneliness -
I must say, I am a loner since my whole life but I feel quite comfortable with this. Except co-workers, I tend to live my free time alone.
If you wonder why there's something forcing you to loneliness, and you search "up in the sky", I will try to tell you what I discovered in my studies, despite this will possibly disappoint the firm religious believers.
Most of us know the dailiy horoscope on newspapers "Libra will have a good weekend" is totally bullshit, as it pretends 1 out of 12 people in the whole world (as we have 12 zodiac signs) will have a nice weekend. Simply not possible.
I studied Astrology in books and observed the life of famous people, and I understood, all planets, signs and houses have influence on a person, his behaviour, his attitude, his life.
Many people do not believe that, including me years ago. When I acknowledged that Moon = woman in Astrology, and the Moon revolution cycle around the Earth i more or less 29 days = the ideal menstrual cycle of women is 29 days, I started questioning this "science".
I am a loner because of some planetary placements.
This may be the case for you too.
I am not an Astologer, nor do I make readings or so. I simply understood that some of my charachteristics are due to my birth chart.
You can simply look for an online website making a reading of your birth date, location and time. Not all will be correct but you can get an idea of this.
I also encourage you NOT to disclose your birth chart / date and time on here and anywhere, as it may reveal your weaknesses and stenghts. So people could harm you more easily. Do not send your data to anyone including me, etc.
I learned Astrology way before knowing consciously about my abuses.
I did find some placements that may recall sexual abuse, involving the planets Pluto and Saturn. However, I still have to figure out this and I will make it part of my healing process... hopefully.
What I mean here is : some people are loners by nature. I changed my mindset and understood I am OK if I am alone, so I do not run after constant social life only because "I am expected to do this". I study books, research... do useful things when I am alone. Better use of my time.
I am OK with forums, internet, as they are a source of social contact but you are still "alone" in your physical area, and you can avoid the net for days if you feel you need to stay quiet.
Last thing, Saturn transits over personal planets may bring depression (or worsen it, if you already are depressed). It is now transiting Aquarius, maybe it's a source of bad mood for you.