LIFE

[one_day_at_a_time]

I thank God forall that he has blessed me with and I thank him for the strength to live everyday in this world where sometimes it is just difficult to get up and live my life.

We are engaged in this struggle I sometimes I really hate for what it has done to me (the abuse) because I dont feel like the person I was meant to be (Im only 20) and it kills me because I feel that the abuse has made me timid, made me seem weak, made me afraid to say what I want to say because I cripple when I feel confrontation, even in a simple discussion.

Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the thing I cannot change...the courage to change the things I can... and the wisdom to know the difference

Remember brothers,
Keep comin back. It works and when you work it and work it and live.

Much love,
Mark

 

[yesac76]

Very wise words
Casey

 

[Aden]

I tried AA. there are a couple of intolerable asses who attend all of the local meetings. Last one I was at I just got up and left because it had become an ego fest for a regular jerk. Being sober doesn't make people better. It is not what goes into the body that defiles it. It is what comes out.

If it works for you, than work it. Tell me how to shut down the ignorant clods who dominate the meetings and I might even try again. But I will not subject myself to having my time wasted by pompous, self-rightious, jerks who only want to tell their wacked out stories but don't allow anyone else to do anything but listen to their verbal masterbations.

Sorry about that. It is probably just a local phenomanon. I am sure that there is plenty of help to be had in group thearapies like AA. But it just makes me mad.