life is good!
markgreyblue
Registrant
hey -
went for a walk at the end of the day -
things are alright i think -
I ended just walking - felt so insignificant
at first - kind of opened up to a lot inner
crap with a friend -and let myself feel not so
stolid -
it's true i felt i have a mental failing -
but then i walked outside - unsure of what is gonna happen here to me -
i kind of just - forgot about it -
and kept walking down church - just happy to be
walking - minding boundaries - and letting myself think - and also kept avoiding cigarettes -just walking and seeing the people - and went down to starbucks - got a coffee and chatted with a young starbucks employee -
we talked about his professional stuff - and found some ideas in common - and laughed some -
and so i walked home after that with my grande stong ass java -
walked back home avoiding cigarettes -
and just - i dunno - life is good -
i am ok - cause i am here -
and i may not be 'perfect' - i don't have to be -
i am happy -
went for a walk at the end of the day -
things are alright i think -
I ended just walking - felt so insignificant
at first - kind of opened up to a lot inner
crap with a friend -and let myself feel not so
stolid -
it's true i felt i have a mental failing -
but then i walked outside - unsure of what is gonna happen here to me -
i kind of just - forgot about it -
and kept walking down church - just happy to be
walking - minding boundaries - and letting myself think - and also kept avoiding cigarettes -just walking and seeing the people - and went down to starbucks - got a coffee and chatted with a young starbucks employee -
we talked about his professional stuff - and found some ideas in common - and laughed some -
and so i walked home after that with my grande stong ass java -
walked back home avoiding cigarettes -
and just - i dunno - life is good -
i am ok - cause i am here -
and i may not be 'perfect' - i don't have to be -
i am happy -