Lies and manipulation
stillavictim
Registrant
My so called father sexually abused me from the age 5 - 12 but couldn't have been younger but can only remember from the age of 5
Age 5 I was made to Bath with him as he told me it was to save money. He fondled me in the bath tub on a weekly basis. He told me all fathers and there sons bath together and told me from this age it was private ( he never said secret as my mom had taught us not to keep secrets )
Age 6 it progressed from fondling to him doing oral on me in the bath and when he thought I was asleep.He said as I liked it needed to return the favour.
Age 7 I was taught how to masterbate him and it was a thing all dad's and sons do to show there love for each other. He did try to penetrate me in the bath without any luck but did insert his finger into my butt when he thought I was asleep. When I moved and said what are you doing and lied saying he was checking my temperature as I was off school poorly.
Age 8 he made me do orion him and made me swallow his seamen and told me it was good for me do swallow and this happened on a weekly bases dome times 4 times a week.
Age 8 until 12 he penetrated me telling me its part of growing up and I needed to man up and I should think myself lucky to have these experiences
He was full of lies and decite throughout and family and friends had no idea as to what he was doing and he made it feel normal that all boys did this with there father. It wasn't until I was around 11 that I knew he was living but then used threats and acted on the beatings if I didn't do what I was told. He would take his belt off and used it 3 times on me when I didn't satisfy him, refuse to do what he wanted or did something wrong when performing sex acts with him
It only stopped when I hit puberty and he washed his hands of me.
Age 5 I was made to Bath with him as he told me it was to save money. He fondled me in the bath tub on a weekly basis. He told me all fathers and there sons bath together and told me from this age it was private ( he never said secret as my mom had taught us not to keep secrets )
Age 6 it progressed from fondling to him doing oral on me in the bath and when he thought I was asleep.He said as I liked it needed to return the favour.
Age 7 I was taught how to masterbate him and it was a thing all dad's and sons do to show there love for each other. He did try to penetrate me in the bath without any luck but did insert his finger into my butt when he thought I was asleep. When I moved and said what are you doing and lied saying he was checking my temperature as I was off school poorly.
Age 8 he made me do orion him and made me swallow his seamen and told me it was good for me do swallow and this happened on a weekly bases dome times 4 times a week.
Age 8 until 12 he penetrated me telling me its part of growing up and I needed to man up and I should think myself lucky to have these experiences
He was full of lies and decite throughout and family and friends had no idea as to what he was doing and he made it feel normal that all boys did this with there father. It wasn't until I was around 11 that I knew he was living but then used threats and acted on the beatings if I didn't do what I was told. He would take his belt off and used it 3 times on me when I didn't satisfy him, refuse to do what he wanted or did something wrong when performing sex acts with him
It only stopped when I hit puberty and he washed his hands of me.