Trev,
There are people in your life who care about you. But when things get bad and we get angry, all that becomes difficult to see. All we see is our problem and our anger and frustration with it.
And as Jacob said above, we continue to try for ourselves, not for the benefit or approval of others.
I think you do care Trev - you care a lot, otherwise you would not be so upset. I hope you will come back and talk about it. We care about you too.
Much love,
Larry