lethal aesthetics and sociopaths

lethal aesthetics and sociopaths
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markgreyblue

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- being taught wanting is not good -
- being taught that you should only fit a mold
- being taught that you are not permitted to exist -
- being taught a friend's impression of my mother is more important than my life -
- being taught at 7 that sex is what my friends wanted from me -

I will not despair from the old tapes telling me- that because I am struggling that I am worthless -

that I should not live -

Everyone struggles - Humanity struggles - does this mean WE are worthless??
 
Not much for me to say except been there, done that. Now here we are. Wish you didn't have to be here, but it is good not to be alone.

Aden
 
Worthless is what I felt because I couldn't struggle because to struggle was useless (my perps, parent, society saw to that). But for me to struggle against those lies and chip & free the real me made the statement - I am worthy and I won't let those lies govern my life anymore!! Just the opposite, for me to struggle is to get in touch with my power to never again be the victim!!

Howard
 
Old tapes are hard to get rid of. I know it too well.

No, we are NOT worthless!

Jeff
 
Mark - I don't know how many people in your life told you that you were worthless. There are around 2000 people here now and I think that they would agree with me that you are valued by us all.

Break that mould - be who you want to be - you are the most important person in your life. Nt permitted to exist? Living is better than existing - the best way to get revenge!

Best wishes ...Rik
 
thanks Guys - it has been a pretty rough day -
rough few days -

I finally broke with my past in a big way and came to a new unknown place - a new state (see new location!)

i have realized so much about myself and other people - and I have truly started to start to come out of my shell -

In comparison - the pain at looking back - reminds me of how much pain and tragedy there is here for all of us -

i am so grateful to be here - with you all -
and to be here - on my own -

i love you Fellas -

Mark
 
Mark,

yes, I can relate to some of what you were saying. No one has the right to say we are worthless. Who is judge of others? Other then God, if he does indeed exist? No one person has right to judge others, although as society we create systems that allow that.

The 'old tapes', they are hard to get past. Because they are so into our heads. It is what we were made to beleive for such long time. But again, with time, over time, we can 'retrain' our thinking.

Good luck to you Mark.

leosha
 
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