Language of Love and Fear

Language of Love and Fear
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Morning Star

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I have learn this weird language since abuse. I fear everyone I love. I fear and loved my abuser, used to freeze when he was around...

My parents were emotionally and physically abusive, so was my elder brother, now I am scared of annoying them or anyone I love, afraid that they will scold me. I cant tell them what I like or dont like. What words of there have or are hurtful.

While driving I feel I will annoy someone if I honk to get way, and get afraid that some one will get annoyed and honk.

PS: My hand and feet normally stay cold and when I am reexperience some issue they become extra cold...freeze. like right now as I am writing this, they are so cold u can ice skate on them!
I want to thaw..
 
Freeze, as in become nervous? I read somewhere - "dont forget to breathe". It's helped me. Whenever I get nervous, I make sure i'm breathing cause that seems to be the freeze.
 
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