knowing myself well enough

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this is an assertion - and is not meant to be divise -

but i think that - when our relationships are not
as we would like them -- time and again -

it may be that we are not sure what we want - or who we are - in that sense - i think we can better guage - what we truly want - if we know ourselves -

it is with those - who we feel sort of safe with and yet not too - because of differences - that may be confusing - but overall - safety for me is the priority - i know myself well enough now to understand that - i may not be feeling ok - about something - and that is ok - and although the -particular situation may not be "dangerous" in the mortal sense -

if it is dangerous feeling - because of the different emphasises - that tells me - ok this is really not what i want or who i am - and i don't feel safe - - etc....

ok very tired - will related more later-

mgb

 

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it is important to be ok with yourself too

enough to look at that aforesaid - kind of situation - and just say - yeah - not me -

and that's why it's not working for me -

difference -

mgb

 

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not bad - but different -

 

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and so not altogether comfortable or suitable for
extreme closeness -