kind of in shock

[markgreyblue]

i screamed at my dad

yesterday

i feel in shcck -

i don't know what this means -

i am that kid barely breaking his physical world now

tired - empty - clueless -

confused.

he apologized but

and said i was not the best father to you

and he then said - i failed as a human being with you.

shocked now - though time to look for work.

is this real. just not know what it means

i am afraid ?

 

[roadrunner]

Mark,

From everything I have heard you say here in the past, your father is speaking the truth. That's a good thing.

But I understand how you feel. Is this just an interlude, or is he really making an effort this time? I suppose only time will tell, but I certainly hope it's the latter.

Much love,
Larry