Keeping my mind safe!

[reality2k4]

Keeping my mind safe is the number one priority for me, I guess it should always be that way.
I guess when I try to show trust it just gets beaten down.

I remember when I was a kid, visiting a church fete and meeting up with this bunch of kids from school who were from a mean part of town.

They sidetracked me into following them, then they decide to rob one of the stalls, no guessing who got caught for it.

So I missed the fete and ended up in a police station like a common criminal, and had to scream to them that I was not part of the robbery.

They wanted names, and I knew their names, but would get beaten up if I told the cops, so quickly I said yes, I know them but dont know what school they attend and dont know their names.

They knew that I had been caught but I had to go to school on Monday were they asked if I grassed on them, and said no, but you should not have set me up like this.

They trashed part of my life in trusting those who were more confident in life than himself, and he hated what they did, but they thought I was cool for not telling.

So, if I did give their names, school would have been just another battleground in my life, but to survive I got to thinking pretty quick, because that is one of many situations he found himself in.

That I guess is just how much his boy life was disrupted, but somehow he found the tools to just get a little bit further,

ste

 

[roadrunner]

Ste,

Perhaps it would help you if you could see your boyhood hesitation to trust as just what it was: a survival technique. You were in a vulnerable position and you did what you had to do in order to keep going. There is nothing in this for which you should feel awkward now, however much Little Ste may see it that way.

Now, however, you are in a much better position to work on this issue. Little Ste might object or feel unsafe about it, but let him know that you are in charge now and this is what you need to do for both of you.

Much love,
Larry

 

[Morning Star]

I keep my mind safe by keeping it empty and free,to act upon my heart's desires. It gets turbid when I allow the external to influence me too much. Or I try to control it too hard, instead of just allowing life to happen.

When that happens I know its time to unplug and switch back to the safe mode, where all the extra functions are shut while the mind recuperates.

Attaching the mind with internal by detach from the external, is the fastest way for recovery of inner balance and poise. That way you are not allowing too much influence in and not responding thru your mind but rather using instinct to guide you.

A burnt out mind leads to a dysfunctional mind, but it can be recharged by plugging it to the soothing part of your being - the spirit, a mind connected with the spirit is always relaxed and functions smoothly.

Then it becomes what it was designed to be, an expression of the divine.

So the best way out is to keep a steady, loving gaze over your mind, that is to parent it lovingly.

It is when I get harsh with my mind or make it over work it gets wonky and short circuits. Now that I know the signs and I immediately unplug. Sometimes all it needs is to be told to relax!