Just wrote a letter to the perp
robert1949
New Registrant
I am new here, signed up today. I did not know but I felt it would be a good idea to confront the perp after all these years. Imagine my surprise to find that is exactly what some of you have done. Congrats to you that have taken that step and confronted them. They think you have forgotten the crimes. But they do not know or imagine how it disrupts and changes your life forever and the images are movies strored in a vault waiting to replay over and over whenever a trigger event turns the DVD on. Here is a copy of my letter to my perp.
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I have never written to you that I can recall. I am not writing to ask for anything, only to tell you about a problem I have.
---, I remember what you did to me in my childhood. You molested me over and over and robbed me of much my childhood innocence. The things you did to me were horrible to say the least. I also remember you going after a couple of the other kids. You were a predator. Because of your actions you have caused the early deaths of some the kids I grew up with and the sin spread to your own family, your kids. The Bible says: Ex 34:7
Yet he does not leave the guilty unpunished; he punishes the children and their children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation."
NIV the sins of the father will be visited upon his children even unto the 5th generation.
I have never spoken to any one about this because I do not want to cause hurt to my Mother, at least I mean I never used your name to speak of the molestation. The pain I suffered and went through for years caused me to be rebellious, alcoholic and drug addicted just because of the demon that lives in you. Even to experiment in various sexual experiences. You have no idea of what I had suffered. The only thing that would dampen it out was drugs and alcohol which never worked. I could never hold down a job for long, my life was hell. I thought of killing you often. I guess it is only right to hate someone who molested you over and over and over. I grew scared every time we were alone with you knowing that you were going to attack again. I still have very vivid memories of what you did and how you did it. It is like a film stored in a vault that my mind brings out and plays every time someone on TV or the movies mentions molestation. To some degree I still suffer from it.
The only end to some of my suffering was my salvation. My first wife, Linda told me that she used to watch me in my sleep and that was the only time I was at peace and when I was awake the rest of the world paid for it. You have no idea of what kind of havoc I wrought upon others because of my demons.
You should be in jail for the rest of your life. It is not right that some of us have served time and you have not served one day for the crimes against humanity you have committed. You should have been sent to prison 45 years ago before your evil spread. I am telling you now, with every one dying around here, it will not be long and the long arm of the law will come knocking on your door to bring you to a reckoning. I can forgive someone but I can not forget and God demands payment from you. What pain you have suffered is mild compared to what I and others have/are going through.
The reason you never call or visit me is because you cannot bring yourself to ask me of forgiveness of the wrongs you have perpetrated on me. You do not have to ask any longer time is growing short now.
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Thanx for letting me vent.
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I have never written to you that I can recall. I am not writing to ask for anything, only to tell you about a problem I have.
---, I remember what you did to me in my childhood. You molested me over and over and robbed me of much my childhood innocence. The things you did to me were horrible to say the least. I also remember you going after a couple of the other kids. You were a predator. Because of your actions you have caused the early deaths of some the kids I grew up with and the sin spread to your own family, your kids. The Bible says: Ex 34:7
Yet he does not leave the guilty unpunished; he punishes the children and their children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation."
NIV the sins of the father will be visited upon his children even unto the 5th generation.
I have never spoken to any one about this because I do not want to cause hurt to my Mother, at least I mean I never used your name to speak of the molestation. The pain I suffered and went through for years caused me to be rebellious, alcoholic and drug addicted just because of the demon that lives in you. Even to experiment in various sexual experiences. You have no idea of what I had suffered. The only thing that would dampen it out was drugs and alcohol which never worked. I could never hold down a job for long, my life was hell. I thought of killing you often. I guess it is only right to hate someone who molested you over and over and over. I grew scared every time we were alone with you knowing that you were going to attack again. I still have very vivid memories of what you did and how you did it. It is like a film stored in a vault that my mind brings out and plays every time someone on TV or the movies mentions molestation. To some degree I still suffer from it.
The only end to some of my suffering was my salvation. My first wife, Linda told me that she used to watch me in my sleep and that was the only time I was at peace and when I was awake the rest of the world paid for it. You have no idea of what kind of havoc I wrought upon others because of my demons.
You should be in jail for the rest of your life. It is not right that some of us have served time and you have not served one day for the crimes against humanity you have committed. You should have been sent to prison 45 years ago before your evil spread. I am telling you now, with every one dying around here, it will not be long and the long arm of the law will come knocking on your door to bring you to a reckoning. I can forgive someone but I can not forget and God demands payment from you. What pain you have suffered is mild compared to what I and others have/are going through.
The reason you never call or visit me is because you cannot bring yourself to ask me of forgiveness of the wrongs you have perpetrated on me. You do not have to ask any longer time is growing short now.
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Thanx for letting me vent.