Just one more introduction
pefiduarte
New Registrant
Hello everyone! I'd like to start out by saying that i'm not sure i belong here, especially after reading so many of your serious and heartbreaking stories.
I am not 100% sure what i am about to share is real, i know it might sound weird, especially since this happened in my highschool years, with me being 22 at the moment, but it has recently came to my mind, mostly after watching a show called 13 reasons why.
On my 10th grade, on several occasions (maybe around 10 times), i would be pinned down by some of my classmates and have not just classic bully things done to me, such as being beaten or having my head shoved in the toilet, but also (and this is the part i am not sure about) i believe i had many objects inserted in me such as deodorants, brooms, pens... again, i know it might sound weird that i am not sure this happened but i don't know at what point the show i watched triggered me (one of the characters has some similar stuff happening to him).
Recently this has been a lot on my mind, and i figured i wouldn't lose much by sharing and throwing it out there, maybe get some guidance on everything that i have been feeling.
I feel it may have impacted the way i see myself and my sexuality, especially since in my mind, i enjoyed the attention that i was given by my colleagues in those occasions. I also believe that in some sick way i enjoyed it all, sexually.
Hope my post doesn't break any rules, just thought i would try and share. Thank you for reading!
I am not 100% sure what i am about to share is real, i know it might sound weird, especially since this happened in my highschool years, with me being 22 at the moment, but it has recently came to my mind, mostly after watching a show called 13 reasons why.
On my 10th grade, on several occasions (maybe around 10 times), i would be pinned down by some of my classmates and have not just classic bully things done to me, such as being beaten or having my head shoved in the toilet, but also (and this is the part i am not sure about) i believe i had many objects inserted in me such as deodorants, brooms, pens... again, i know it might sound weird that i am not sure this happened but i don't know at what point the show i watched triggered me (one of the characters has some similar stuff happening to him).
Recently this has been a lot on my mind, and i figured i wouldn't lose much by sharing and throwing it out there, maybe get some guidance on everything that i have been feeling.
I feel it may have impacted the way i see myself and my sexuality, especially since in my mind, i enjoyed the attention that i was given by my colleagues in those occasions. I also believe that in some sick way i enjoyed it all, sexually.
Hope my post doesn't break any rules, just thought i would try and share. Thank you for reading!