sean,
i understand. thank you for letting us know how you are doing. i have kind of been somewhat absent myself here because of what i have been dealing with lately.
i know how hard it is to break up. i wont give the "one day at a time" thing that i hated so much when i was going through the loss of my previous marriage, but i will tell you that it does get better. i know this for a fact because lady theo is still here at my side even after so much that has happened. it will get better, sean, i promise. pm me if you need to, i am here for you.