Just a lot of tidbits
MrDon
Registrant
Last weekend I did chair massage at the local PrideFest event and in fact I did over 50 of them throughout Saturday and Sunday. I was just a little tired by the time I got to Monday but now at least I know I can do 50 chair massages and still keep going. I've taken a couple of pictures and will post them to my website sometime soon. But the thing that was so kewl is that I had fun doing this and it doesn't seem like work to me at all.
So then I got one client out of it which I went and gave a massage to last night. It was a good time and it may be a long term client which is a definate plus. But on my way home I was in happy tears thinking - wow - I get to do something I enjoy, and make a differance in people plus I get paid well for it. Instead of me going to a job that I didn't want to go to or just doing whatever every day I feel like I'm in the place I need to be in the universe.
Back in 1999 when I had to say goodbye to my therapist that had helped me through so much because I was moving to a new job which ultimately brought me to Jeff, she said now that you have come through so many things, so many new worlds will open up to you. At the time, that sounded great but I didn't really understand it. It was just too foreign of a concept for me. Now I am beginning to understand it more and more and I've got this little sneaky feeling that I haven't seen anything yet! Because as I keep knocking these fears aside that I have (and believe me I have plenty of them) I keep seeing more and more things around me that I couldn't see before. It is like walking through a big weed patch and as you chop them down, it get a different view.
So then this week I also got word that if I can make it to the Voices conference in Minneapolis MN this summer, they would like me to do my relaxation workshop. The other thing that I hope to do if I can find the equipment up there is do chair massage at the conference. I'm not sure how hard that is going to be to find a massage chair that I can borrow because it would be just too expensive and difficult to bring mine up there. So right now I'm hoping that somehow in Minneapolis, there will be a way for this to happen. Because this is leading down the path that I feel I am going. And I know that if it is meant to be, I will find the right person or place to help make this happen.
Through all the fears and anxiety that I face on a daily basis, I'm loving the opportunity that the universe is giving to me. For the first time in my entire life I feel like I am doing exactly what I need to be doing in exactly the place I need to be. Never before have I been able to say that and I've had a lot of jobs and lived in a lot of places.
Oh well.... just had to share all of this.
Don
So then I got one client out of it which I went and gave a massage to last night. It was a good time and it may be a long term client which is a definate plus. But on my way home I was in happy tears thinking - wow - I get to do something I enjoy, and make a differance in people plus I get paid well for it. Instead of me going to a job that I didn't want to go to or just doing whatever every day I feel like I'm in the place I need to be in the universe.
Back in 1999 when I had to say goodbye to my therapist that had helped me through so much because I was moving to a new job which ultimately brought me to Jeff, she said now that you have come through so many things, so many new worlds will open up to you. At the time, that sounded great but I didn't really understand it. It was just too foreign of a concept for me. Now I am beginning to understand it more and more and I've got this little sneaky feeling that I haven't seen anything yet! Because as I keep knocking these fears aside that I have (and believe me I have plenty of them) I keep seeing more and more things around me that I couldn't see before. It is like walking through a big weed patch and as you chop them down, it get a different view.
So then this week I also got word that if I can make it to the Voices conference in Minneapolis MN this summer, they would like me to do my relaxation workshop. The other thing that I hope to do if I can find the equipment up there is do chair massage at the conference. I'm not sure how hard that is going to be to find a massage chair that I can borrow because it would be just too expensive and difficult to bring mine up there. So right now I'm hoping that somehow in Minneapolis, there will be a way for this to happen. Because this is leading down the path that I feel I am going. And I know that if it is meant to be, I will find the right person or place to help make this happen.
Through all the fears and anxiety that I face on a daily basis, I'm loving the opportunity that the universe is giving to me. For the first time in my entire life I feel like I am doing exactly what I need to be doing in exactly the place I need to be. Never before have I been able to say that and I've had a lot of jobs and lived in a lot of places.
Oh well.... just had to share all of this.
Don