just a good evening hello

[markgreyblue]

hi guys,

just wanted to get in touch.

i wish i could share everything with you

and also know what is going on with you all too-

it seems - the rollercoastering of things -

perhaps because of the abuse -

and all the stuff that resurfaces -

to fight - understand - and put in a healthy

self productive - idea -

it's rough - for all -

it's healing -
it's growth -

but I want to tell you guys - in this section - especcially right now -

i am thinking of you -

big hugs -

we can do it -

it does get better -

i realized today - it is -

i respect you all so much -

i feel a great deal of personal pain -

and i hope - for any of you -

it is not worse -
- things will move on -

and progress and change -

oh dear - just hello

if we were all in a meeting -

just hugs of hi - and oh boy -

i love you and we are ok.

mark