Jealousy rears its ugly head
reality2k4
Registrant
I know that I have been throwing hurt around, but guess I havent even started on it.
I was thinking all day how I was in awe of my brothers and sister, and how their lives were so different from mine.
They had more freedom, they had abandon, and seemingly more love, I know that is really not the case, but it always seemed that way.
Have you ever wondered how much hurt jealousy can do in the real world!
It causes all manner of things, like bullying and drug running etc.
It is one of the most common dangers that can hurt us, even if indirectly through social disorder.
I could write a book chapter on jealousy alone that affected me, and still not cover it.
It caused so much hurt in early life, so I tend not to get jealous of anybody.
My older abusive brother got jealous, real jealous of my father giving me extra attention.
He only gave that because I was always sick, and seeing doctor after doctor.
He used every demeaning word in the dictionary to hurt me, in front of his "friends", and my friends, and eventually I got him back, by turning his own friends against him.
He always had to get even, even now, when he boasts nothing about money and all the holidays he goes on,
I havent been on holiday for 31 years, so what!
He boasts about all the money he has got, I aint got any money, but I am richer than him, and I think he knows it, because his life long friends like me more than him, and that makes him jealous.
I am cutting this short before it does go to a chapter,
ste
I was thinking all day how I was in awe of my brothers and sister, and how their lives were so different from mine.
They had more freedom, they had abandon, and seemingly more love, I know that is really not the case, but it always seemed that way.
Have you ever wondered how much hurt jealousy can do in the real world!
It causes all manner of things, like bullying and drug running etc.
It is one of the most common dangers that can hurt us, even if indirectly through social disorder.
I could write a book chapter on jealousy alone that affected me, and still not cover it.
It caused so much hurt in early life, so I tend not to get jealous of anybody.
My older abusive brother got jealous, real jealous of my father giving me extra attention.
He only gave that because I was always sick, and seeing doctor after doctor.
He used every demeaning word in the dictionary to hurt me, in front of his "friends", and my friends, and eventually I got him back, by turning his own friends against him.
He always had to get even, even now, when he boasts nothing about money and all the holidays he goes on,
I havent been on holiday for 31 years, so what!
He boasts about all the money he has got, I aint got any money, but I am richer than him, and I think he knows it, because his life long friends like me more than him, and that makes him jealous.
I am cutting this short before it does go to a chapter,
ste