Its Happening
faceinthecrowd
Registrant
All of you on this site have helped me.I have been coming here since last fall.I dont post much,not because I dont want to,I just dont have all day to type.Real slow,2 finger looker.I read every post.I feel like I know some of you personaly and feel closer to others because of what they shared.But, I want to thank everyone for helping me.Each of you have played a part in my healing.I know each of us will live with our abuse all of our lives,but I want everyone to know I am living much different than I was last fall.There is a light at the end of the tunnel in my 25 yr. marriage.I am not the conrol guy I used to be.The wall has been chipped down below my knees.I see things different.I see the ones I love different.Isee the past the way it really was.I let myself feel pain.I am going to be confronting my abuser soon.I never want to live a lie again.Its happening,I know Im changing.But,I like the road Im on.I pray to God I stay on it.I have grown to hate the other road.Thank You guys again for playin a big part in helping me see that road.////////////faceinthecrowd