It’s been a long miserable journey...
Jayishere
Registrant
A forced journey through a realm of despair, loss possibilities, defeat, anger and acceptance of life’s luck of the draw.
I came across this website by chance, looking for ways to find out if vids or photos of myself being victimized exist, as I have read that many victims of CSA have found themselves re-living the nightmare and finding out there are recorded segments of memories they had subconsciously blocked being traded in the DW. I spent several hours yesterday reading the written anecdotal evidence from everyone who has chosen to relate their awful experiences, some of the things disclosed are appalling and I feel “luckier “ for sure.
I have serious gaps in the development of the more serious moments, frozen images of scenes that left a permanent imprint and impact in my memory. I have, for the most part, been able to establish a chronological order of events and can pinpoint year, times and exact location where the abuses took place. I hope to tell my solid story soon.
I hope to find any such traces if they still exist and will engage all legal efforts to erase them from the WWW including the Dark, Darker and even the Pitch Black Web if that’s a thing.
I came across this website by chance, looking for ways to find out if vids or photos of myself being victimized exist, as I have read that many victims of CSA have found themselves re-living the nightmare and finding out there are recorded segments of memories they had subconsciously blocked being traded in the DW. I spent several hours yesterday reading the written anecdotal evidence from everyone who has chosen to relate their awful experiences, some of the things disclosed are appalling and I feel “luckier “ for sure.
I have serious gaps in the development of the more serious moments, frozen images of scenes that left a permanent imprint and impact in my memory. I have, for the most part, been able to establish a chronological order of events and can pinpoint year, times and exact location where the abuses took place. I hope to tell my solid story soon.
I hope to find any such traces if they still exist and will engage all legal efforts to erase them from the WWW including the Dark, Darker and even the Pitch Black Web if that’s a thing.