internet story (TW/Trigger warning)
R0b25
Registrant
Hey all,
I Wanted to share some stuff that’s been on my mind. The other day I watched videos I posted of myself 10 years ago on Youtube as a minor. The videos are embarrassing, sexual, and involve kinks. One video involves me showing off my body in underwear. I have a visible bulge, i am moaning, showing off my stomach, etc. it is sickening how I have 12,000 views, 100 ish likes… subscribers i have like 100. The second video is the same concept but I am engaging in mild S&m. I have comments from sickos giving me ideas how to cause more pain to myself. I’m in therapy now. I reported the videos finally! I’ve been exploited on the internet for a very long time since a teenager. I’ve shown myself off to grown men. Guys my age at the time etc. i’ve been blackmailed sexually as an adult. i fit under the category of CSEM now… advice?
I Wanted to share some stuff that’s been on my mind. The other day I watched videos I posted of myself 10 years ago on Youtube as a minor. The videos are embarrassing, sexual, and involve kinks. One video involves me showing off my body in underwear. I have a visible bulge, i am moaning, showing off my stomach, etc. it is sickening how I have 12,000 views, 100 ish likes… subscribers i have like 100. The second video is the same concept but I am engaging in mild S&m. I have comments from sickos giving me ideas how to cause more pain to myself. I’m in therapy now. I reported the videos finally! I’ve been exploited on the internet for a very long time since a teenager. I’ve shown myself off to grown men. Guys my age at the time etc. i’ve been blackmailed sexually as an adult. i fit under the category of CSEM now… advice?