Inappropriate Conversation in Public. ***TRIGGERS***
I couldn't sleep last night, so I decided to go to the gym and relax in the hot tub and go for a swim. When I got into the hot tub, there were three young men having a conversation about .. . I can't remember what they were talking about at first. All I can remember is the subject of their next conversation. Considering that it was around midnight, I figured that these guys had to be 18 years old.
Out of the blue one of the guys asked his friends when they lost their virginity to girls. Without hesitation, his friends answered his question, and then he told them exactly when he lost his virginity. At this point I wasn't too bothered by it, until they elaborated about their experiences -- in graphic detail! I could not believe the nerve they had to talk about such personal things in so great of detail in a public setting. (I was the only other person there, however.) Then out of nowhere, the same guy who initiated the dirty subject, reached over and slapped one of his friends on the butt and commented on how tight his butt was and asked if he was flexing it. His friends did not seem bothered by any of this.
Now, you're probably wondering why I didn't get up and leave or confront them inspite of the fact that I was feeling very awkward and uncomfortable. Honestly, I do not really know why I chose not to do anything. (Although, I did feel attracted to the guy who seemed to be leading the conversation.) And I was not aroused, so Eventually, the guys left, and then I got out of the hot tub and went and swam some laps before leaving the gym.
What I had herd bothered me a lot, and I felt confused about it all. I ended up calling a friend and going to his place where I performed oral sex on him, but he didn't do anything to me, nor did I ever masturbate. Why didn't I? I don't know.
Out of the blue one of the guys asked his friends when they lost their virginity to girls. Without hesitation, his friends answered his question, and then he told them exactly when he lost his virginity. At this point I wasn't too bothered by it, until they elaborated about their experiences -- in graphic detail! I could not believe the nerve they had to talk about such personal things in so great of detail in a public setting. (I was the only other person there, however.) Then out of nowhere, the same guy who initiated the dirty subject, reached over and slapped one of his friends on the butt and commented on how tight his butt was and asked if he was flexing it. His friends did not seem bothered by any of this.
Now, you're probably wondering why I didn't get up and leave or confront them inspite of the fact that I was feeling very awkward and uncomfortable. Honestly, I do not really know why I chose not to do anything. (Although, I did feel attracted to the guy who seemed to be leading the conversation.) And I was not aroused, so Eventually, the guys left, and then I got out of the hot tub and went and swam some laps before leaving the gym.
What I had herd bothered me a lot, and I felt confused about it all. I ended up calling a friend and going to his place where I performed oral sex on him, but he didn't do anything to me, nor did I ever masturbate. Why didn't I? I don't know.