in the shadow of solitude - an affirmation.
markgreyblue
Registrant
in the shadow of solitude - errant words can linger - words that glint of negativity or hurt
despite reassurances -
Ok - this is my mind when i am alone -
the validation i seek - because of my loneliness -is so accentuated when i hear a negativity within those infrequent communications -
isn't that weird?? but i am tossing it !
i am opting out of negativity!
i can still be self protective - as maybe negativity in itself can sort of suggest
a powerful protection and preparedness for hurt??
no - this is false -
I will choose to be positive will choose to think
positively given the opportunity to decide one way or the other -
it makes the days easier - and my vision of the present a lot clearer -
it's a great feelilng - and a burden lifted in a sense -
i hope this helps someone -
I am ok - I know it -
I have my problems - who doesn't?
I am not a bad guy - or limited beyond
all ability - I can do stuff -
I will survive -
I am determined -
I am not perfect - I don't know what that is
anyway -
I am lucky - I love my friends
and I love MS!
amen.
despite reassurances -
Ok - this is my mind when i am alone -
the validation i seek - because of my loneliness -is so accentuated when i hear a negativity within those infrequent communications -
isn't that weird?? but i am tossing it !
i am opting out of negativity!
i can still be self protective - as maybe negativity in itself can sort of suggest
a powerful protection and preparedness for hurt??
no - this is false -
I will choose to be positive will choose to think
positively given the opportunity to decide one way or the other -
it makes the days easier - and my vision of the present a lot clearer -
it's a great feelilng - and a burden lifted in a sense -
i hope this helps someone -
I am ok - I know it -
I have my problems - who doesn't?
I am not a bad guy - or limited beyond
all ability - I can do stuff -
I will survive -
I am determined -
I am not perfect - I don't know what that is
anyway -
I am lucky - I love my friends
and I love MS!
amen.