I'm so sorry

I'm so sorry
C

crisispoint

Registrant
I hurt some people in the Chat Room thread, and while it wasn't intentional, I did and I'm sorry.

Lloydy, Mikey, you are the good guys in this, as are TallSteve and Thad. I didn't mean to hurt you.

Bill, you're one of the great ones. never doubt it.

Rolling and Andrew, I was trying to pry you apart before you hurt each other further. I was out of line too. I'm so sorry.

Please, people, myself included, let's remember who we are. Let's remember we all are hurting.

Increase the peace and get back to healing. everything else, well, we'll take it up with those who matter, okay?

Peace,

Scot
 
No dont be sorry. I dont blame you. I stand by what i said to andrew. but im sure ill probbaly by banned for it. though I know he mistook it. But it was completely turned around from me givin him a POLITe and if a mod wants a copy of the PM ill give them it all. but I made no mean first pm to him i made a nice tryin to be helpfull one and got a very rude imature response. I am probably just gonna leave and never come back to save you mods the trouble of banning me.
 
Csrew this. The more I reread my stuff, the more I realize I'm just as bad as everyone else.

Maybe I should leave. I've gotten more pain from this site recently than help, and I've only added to others' pain. No one's fault. Just my fault for caring too much and opening my mouth too many times without thinking.

I'm sorry everyone. Just plain sorry. I don't know if I can make it anymore.

Scot
 
Dont blame your self. you tryed to break up a fight that was just to far out of ur reach thats admirable. I havn't seen u hurt ppl. nor do I belive that you do.
 
Rolling, I have already apologized to you in the other thread. I was wrong for over reacting to you and being nasty in my initial PM response to you. The mods won't be banning you I am sure. I have also taken down my public postings to you in the other thread. I am sorry you got caught in the cross fire of my anger towards the Board's decision. My fault entirely. Peace, Andrew
 
hmm i never saw a appolgy. if i missed it. that is my mistake. Wether u mean what u just said I am unsure but thank you and I appolgize as well regardless for letting my anger get the best of me.
 
I've just failed too many people. Failed myself too.

Someone I care very much for may be dead and there was nothinng I could do. Thius adds to it.

God, how many more? How manymore? can't take this. wont take this.
 
Lost it.

Going away for ahile. do something fun.

sorry. need to get away

peace. sorry
 
I didn't want to worry anyone. Just needed to get away for a while.

feel like exploding. Too much bad crap going on.

will be back, will be better. just need to get it together.

peace,

scot
 
Guys, where do you get the idea that we who are mods just live for the day when we can BAN someone?

We do ask that if you think I am an #$%^%&*&*() that you do not say "Bob, you are an#$%^&*(! but that there are people here who are #$%^&*(!

Had to be sure I got the right #$%^&*( every time.

MS exists for men who have been sexually abused. Lets realize that is why we are here--not to ban or punish or ruin someone recovery ETc.

I love you guys a lot!

Bob
 
You guys are something else. Going at one another tooth and nail and then coming back and straightening it all out. Great, really great. The UN could take some lessons from you guys.

No kidding, that's what makes this site so important for us. We can blow off some stuff, get some reactions and move on. I guess I get concerned when it gets personal in the name calling thing, but if folks can work it out and humble themselves to one another, ocassionally, then it can be a positive thing.

This issue is especially tough in that most of us want CHAT to continue. I don't think that we've had the defining statement on this, yet. So hang on for further developements.

I appreciate the making up part...my favorite part of working through the difficulties of marriage, as well, making up. It is the beginning of civilization, too, you know.

OK, I'm done with the pontificating,

David
 
Nobody's getting banned, and nobody's being suspended or anything like that.


This was a very emotional problem that affects a lot of you deeply, and it's only right to say that it was sprung on us all as a surprise. I feel the reactions were understandable.
And now we've had time to reflect we're seeing it as it is, apologies are being made and accepted, and the issue of the chat room is becoming the focus once more.


So there's absolutely NO REASON for anyone to leave, or do anything hasty.
People fall out in 'real life' - away from here - and we work around it, kiss and make up. It's what 'normal people' do ( whoever they are ;) ) So, I think it's inevitable that it sometimes happens here. It shows we're getting back to 'normal' I suppose.

So, let's keep our toys in our prams and concentrate on healing ourselves and keeping some kind of chat room open.

Dave
 
I am sorry that things happened bad in there again. It seems lot of bad things happen here. I don't know much what to think now. Andrei
 
Scot,
I just wanted to tell you that I think you are one of the most kind and caring people I've met. Your present's here has helped me in so many ways. The chat room thread kind of took on a life of it's own and lots of us got caught up in the crap that was being tossed around so readly. You remember what Mike said in that thread "To er is human...." well you remember the "forgive" part of that line Scot? It's not just other's that we have to forgive, forgiving ourselves is just as important. (((((((((hugs)))))))))))
James
 
I'm sad tonight.

Better than last night, but sad because of Jay.

Why, man, dammit, why?

I truly believe you're in a better place, kid, I know it.

I understand why you did what you did, but wish you could've TALKED to me. Jesus, that hurts.

Alexei has left the site because of all the negativity. Maybe Leo is gone. Jay too?

I had to delete that last PM that I sent. Damned "unread" one. Could that have stopped him from doing it? Can't help feeling that I failed. I failed him. Failed.

He needed hope. Why couldn't I make him see that he was worth more than he thought he was? Why?

Sad.

Scot
 
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