If you will allow, I'd like to come back.

If you will allow, I'd like to come back.
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Erik_S

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I've been here before, using the name SB, since I've moved around a lot since then, lost track of my password, among many other things. I thought I was doing ok at the time, I wasn't and I am not. I know that much now. Its a weird and scaring feeling to know that all is far from what it should be, even knowing wat it is but still unable to act upon whatever needs to be remedied. By no means am I trying to offer lame excuses for my past behaviour, I accept it was me who made those mistakes, and to whomever I may have hurt, I would like to offer my deepest appologies.
I did not nor do I seek to hurt anyone, but it seems that whatever I do or say takes a turn for the worst and my fears prevent me from taking control, of me and of reality. My mind is playing hide and seek with me at times and nothing I do to take over seems to work in the long run.
I have a lot to answer but it seems that all things I have yet to do keep growing into a mountain too high for me. One task done, and so many more stick out their heads. Feels like I'm going nowhere but still there is no rest.

Erik
 
erik -

i would hope that you will come back -

our minds are so difficult to manage at times-

i hope youdo come back though i have never met you

before - keep well and merry chritmas -

mark grey blue
 
and it is not only our minds but our emotions our feelings that influence our minds

decisions - beyond our awareness at times -

i know i struggle with this day to day -

again - come back - if you feel it is ok

with you- i have left in shame and have come

back now - several times -

mark grey blue
 
Erik
welcome back, I hope we give you the support you need.

Dave
 
Welcome back Erik. I hope that this site works well for you. Please take care of yourself.

leosha
 
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