identity issues
I thought about posting this initially in Gay Survivors but that's another posting that will go there eventually
after being sexually activated/abused by an elderly man when I was 2 years old, the first "thing" I remember being attracted to was a cartoon character in a comic book
when I was 3 or 4
the owner of the comic book was an older boy who lived across the street from us named Grant
Grant was about twice my size & "retarded"
he used to come over to our house & get me alone in the basement to play "Batman"
it was our secret
I was always "Robin", always passive, always doing what Batman told me to
when I was 5, it was winter time, we lived in Edmonton
me, my brother & Batman were making an igloo out of a pile of snow & ice
Batman chopped at it with a shovel
he stopped for a while, I said I was going home,
Batman swung again
I walked home alone, crying, bleeding
hospital, stitches & another scar
I just put together today that Batman could have done it purposely
we were moving to a new neighbourhood
what does this say about my sexual identity?
well victim is in there
as well as looking for a super hero who will tell me what to do
who is better with tools :{>
after being sexually activated/abused by an elderly man when I was 2 years old, the first "thing" I remember being attracted to was a cartoon character in a comic book
when I was 3 or 4
the owner of the comic book was an older boy who lived across the street from us named Grant
Grant was about twice my size & "retarded"
he used to come over to our house & get me alone in the basement to play "Batman"
it was our secret
I was always "Robin", always passive, always doing what Batman told me to
when I was 5, it was winter time, we lived in Edmonton
me, my brother & Batman were making an igloo out of a pile of snow & ice
Batman chopped at it with a shovel
he stopped for a while, I said I was going home,
Batman swung again
I walked home alone, crying, bleeding
hospital, stitches & another scar
I just put together today that Batman could have done it purposely
we were moving to a new neighbourhood
what does this say about my sexual identity?
well victim is in there
as well as looking for a super hero who will tell me what to do
who is better with tools :{>