I'd like to apologize
Happy Wednesday...
I'd like to apologize... in the last day or two I've been trying to decide whether to stay or go.
I'm not afraid to admit that things got very scary for me and a lot of things were triggering to me. Obviously I'm still here hanging in... I'm not going anywhere and with the help of a few of you I'm feeling a bit better. So thank you, you know who you are.
Sorry if I drove anyone crazy with my "I'm leaving, I'm back, I'm leaving, I'm back" rant.
It's not easy to belong to a group like this when you're whole sense of "family" came from a guy like my uncle. And when you're sense of "friendship" is all about being hurt for someone elses pleasure.
It's all different here and I like it.
Thanks,
Jay
I'd like to apologize... in the last day or two I've been trying to decide whether to stay or go.
I'm not afraid to admit that things got very scary for me and a lot of things were triggering to me. Obviously I'm still here hanging in... I'm not going anywhere and with the help of a few of you I'm feeling a bit better. So thank you, you know who you are.
Sorry if I drove anyone crazy with my "I'm leaving, I'm back, I'm leaving, I'm back" rant.
It's not easy to belong to a group like this when you're whole sense of "family" came from a guy like my uncle. And when you're sense of "friendship" is all about being hurt for someone elses pleasure.
It's all different here and I like it.
Thanks,
Jay