I thought.

I thought.

Glen

Registrant
Hey all this is gonna sound zaney but, here goes...
I couple of weeks ago I thought that I had lost it for real. Then I went into this numb and cold mode for the past couple of weeks. You know how it is everything is cool Im OK I feel no pain that sort of thing well its worn off again and Im startin to feel anxious again. Last nigh I slept horribly no matter what I did I couldnt sleep. I know things are gonna work out for the best but Im still scared inside. Afraid of woman,afraid that I waited too long before I started tackling this issue once and for all. I just need to get it through my thick skull that everything is gonna be ok and God has a plan for me. But Im still anxious?
 
I get like that alot, like when its brought up in class, especially lit class. Anything that has to do with abuse of any kind I freeze up and get scared. I've had those numb periods, only for a few days and then I'm back to being paraniod. I guess it just takes hearing that its going to be okay before it sinks in. To be honest I'm still not fully convinced. I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. That didn't help did it?
 
You know guys, so many of us sit waiting for the other shoe to drop. Did you ever think the guy dropping the shoe may only have one foot?

Howard
 
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