i have befriended the wrong person
markgreyblue
Registrant
hi -
i have made an aquantence here -
who i fear is a multiple personality
who is very nice at one minute
and then not nice the other -
i am cutting ties as quickly as possible
although he has given me opportunity to find work here -
it is very confusing - and i find myself being bitter to the old extreme of closing myself off -
it is that i recognize this old demeanour in myself of childhood -
total bitterness of just being an opportunity
usable - for others that is reminding
me that it is a moment -
that there are people out there
who are very good to me -
it's pass -
i guess - i will keep goin -
but ugg what a weird shit pile life is
if feels just all grey and
nada
i have made an aquantence here -
who i fear is a multiple personality
who is very nice at one minute
and then not nice the other -
i am cutting ties as quickly as possible
although he has given me opportunity to find work here -
it is very confusing - and i find myself being bitter to the old extreme of closing myself off -
it is that i recognize this old demeanour in myself of childhood -
total bitterness of just being an opportunity
usable - for others that is reminding
me that it is a moment -
that there are people out there
who are very good to me -
it's pass -
i guess - i will keep goin -
but ugg what a weird shit pile life is
if feels just all grey and
nada