I Have Been Quiet Here for Sometime
Hello
I took a bit of a hiatus from the site. My friends have noticed an evolving me since the death of the abuser in April from Covid. I admit I struggle for some time, thinking and reliving the abuse. Over the past two months I have come to terms with his death and the abuse as well as accepting some will never accept the truth of the abuse. I distance myself from them and will never let them treat me as they did. I know the abuser cannot because he is probably burning somewhere--I wonder does the Last Rites remove the sin of sexual abuse? I hope not.
My friends have said I have a calm and peaceful aura with happiness. A few asked me if this state is a calm before a storm. I truly believe not because I truly believe my life is for me to live and not to live in the shadows of the past. It is my time to live life to the fullest.
I have so many people to thank, and everyone here is on that list, for getting me to this state after decades of struggle. Thank you.
Kevin
I took a bit of a hiatus from the site. My friends have noticed an evolving me since the death of the abuser in April from Covid. I admit I struggle for some time, thinking and reliving the abuse. Over the past two months I have come to terms with his death and the abuse as well as accepting some will never accept the truth of the abuse. I distance myself from them and will never let them treat me as they did. I know the abuser cannot because he is probably burning somewhere--I wonder does the Last Rites remove the sin of sexual abuse? I hope not.
My friends have said I have a calm and peaceful aura with happiness. A few asked me if this state is a calm before a storm. I truly believe not because I truly believe my life is for me to live and not to live in the shadows of the past. It is my time to live life to the fullest.
I have so many people to thank, and everyone here is on that list, for getting me to this state after decades of struggle. Thank you.
Kevin