I hate (my top 10)

I hate (my top 10)

MrDon

Registrant
I hate!

...the time between going to bed and falling asleep as the anxiety grows at alarming rates.

...Father's Day - screw my father I say! but thats being too nice!

...Body memories/reactions with no explanation.

...Unknown Anger

...my stomach turning upside down almost every day.

...that my mother is no longer here and my fucking father is still alive.

...that somedays I just don't feel like I belong in this world.

...that too many days I feel like I am on the outside of myself looking in.

...always having a tendancy to worry instead of just trusting in what will come.

...that fear is as big a part of my life as it is.
 
Don,

What a list. Pretty much mine too, except that all my parents and psuedo-parents are dead.

Thanks for sharing that with me. It helps me realize, once again, that I am not weird. Just like you, I am a survivor.

You hang in there, bro.

Marc
 
don,

i am right with you, thak you for sharing.

many are on my list. my abuser was a "trusted" coach.

i hate him for what he did to me and for making my life , feelings, emotions, and relationships affected by his mis-deeds.

i am here right along with you, take care, guy
 
know what you mean, don.

i hate them fucking all. every single last one of them.

scot
 
I hate losing my cool even though I have all these tools to help me not to.
 
Not knowing what to say, even when I come here.

Not knowing how to feel.

Probably 8 more, but that's enough to start my list.

Thanks, Don, for a good thread.

Joe
 
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