I give up
Sorry to bring this up again but I just got back and read through all the replies here...
Yeah, I agree with everything you're all saying... I know what they say and how they trick you into asking for it, feeling like it's your fault, thanking them... all that.
Maybe I'm being stubborn about it here... I just feel that I had a choice to make and I made the wrong one. I mean it's not like he groomed me first and then tried something sexual, it all happened the very first time.
Yes, ok, his timing was perfect, I had just got a beating from my father and was alone, scared, feeling bad... that's when he came in to "comfort" me. Did a little more than comfort me. But somewhere in there he asked me if I wanted him to do this... even said he'd stop if I didn't want him to.
I said... "Yes"
The rest is history
Jay
Yeah, I agree with everything you're all saying... I know what they say and how they trick you into asking for it, feeling like it's your fault, thanking them... all that.
Maybe I'm being stubborn about it here... I just feel that I had a choice to make and I made the wrong one. I mean it's not like he groomed me first and then tried something sexual, it all happened the very first time.
Yes, ok, his timing was perfect, I had just got a beating from my father and was alone, scared, feeling bad... that's when he came in to "comfort" me. Did a little more than comfort me. But somewhere in there he asked me if I wanted him to do this... even said he'd stop if I didn't want him to.
I said... "Yes"
The rest is history
Jay