I dont want him to find out.(triggers.)

[Leosha]

Orlando,

firstly, welcome here. I am very sorry for what happened to you, and your fears of telling anyone about it, although that is not uncommon.

I have a girlfriend. We have known each other as friends for almost 7 years. We have been actually 'dating' like for 9 or 10 months now, although we have had our ups and downs. And we have not had an intimate relationship yet. I think that someone who truly cares about you, it is not 'stress' to them to not be engaging in something that would be stressful and harmful to YOU.

Meanwhile, this friend is still waiting for your answer? That sounds like someone who really cares of you. He may be a good person to open up to, and you can also say that because of the situation, that is why you have so much fear of getting involved with him.

I hope that you will get help to get through this situation, and I wish you good luck.

Leosha

 

[camron]

I got a message form Orlando today, (i pM'd him) and he says that he went to the hospital, he cant comeo n the board because hes, he is busy trying to sort out somthing with his flat mate. I did origionally post what he said in the e-mail to me but I have changed that because I think he should tell you all.

 

[orlando]

Thanks Camron, for telling everyone, I ddint know whae Iwould be back on but here I am. I went to the hospital and got checked out, and took my college friend with me, she was really great, I was so scared, ,but he helped alot, she even held my hand in the waiting room. I went in to an examination room, and I asked for female doctors only, I did not want to be touched by male doctors (not that there is anythin g worng with male doctors i just didnt want one touching me thats all.) and she took tests and asked me qusetions, I asked her how long it would take for the test results to come back and she said not too long, they will be here quick since she wanted them back ASAP, i panicked then and thought I had caught something but she said she told them to hurry so she could tell me quicker, so when I get the results back i will tell anyone whos inertested.


Thanks again everyone, and thanks camron for doing that for me.