i dont love you.

Sterling

Registrant
Crisis line "....
Hi my name is James, I'm really screwed up right now..."
" what's going on?"
" my penis is small.
I'm angry. "
That's all I got. I'm sucking at life!
I keep...I don't know how to make friends.
I am supposed to be a girl.
Everyone fkd me up!
It's hard typing this, my crying isn't coming out.
Loneliness sucks.
My brother won't let me see his kids.
I, you're not even talking to me right now,
It's just I respect the guys at malesurvivor and those who saved me.
But I'm fuking miserable.
I don't like that I can't be kind and friendly.
I live with two guys...
My brain blows!
I know I'm not supposed to talk like that.
I'm angry. Where do I go?
I want my penis. Not my dad's.
Hookup apps...passed off.
I just want to move.
Nobody can save me ..
I feel ashamed that I need help.
I need to earn money..
I can't live in someone else's house!
Always having to understand everyone can make me go nuts.
Where the fuk is dad and mom?
Thanks for caring..
Even though this is just my brain.
Happy fukng holidays!!
 

Sterling

Registrant
Thanks Greybeard!
Life sucks right now.
I care. But I am everyone.
I just want this overwith .
Thanks for hearing me and supporting me....feels like a nice hug over the internet .
Thanks again,
Hope you have a nice December .
J
 
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