i dont love you.
i dont love you.
- Thread starterSterling
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oh . this this.
earlier. I know my ego. I think I am smarter.
than I pictured this. photo.
sperm donor will see me later next week.
I deserve to feel loved. so . angry … beat my brother.
alone. 'How come nobody loves me?
stupid bio dad sister in law. always look at me and I would
do exactly how they would. I would tell myself that I am dumb.
unworthy. I picture. my real mom has no idea.
I thought I must love guys. I am special. so. since I don't know
what I am. I need to look at guys.
so I am at a gay bar. long story short. I
( I need love. so do what I can. I will have to have sex anyway. ) something like that.
I notice these guys don't particularly want attention like me
or need it. and are very stand off ish. kinda.
hook up. I am jealous. I know I want a woman.
I am glad that the gay community . is what it is today
and liberal all that. I have homophobia. b/c dumbass and
his brother frightened me. laughed at my penis
(which really fucked me up enormously. followed by girl's clothing. telling me I am girl
I get angry that I can only dream of sueing them. cops .
all of it. the more nice I get to me. the more I can
appreciate this is not what others see me. I m clearly a man
and masculine. just some small shit down.
I am frustrated. I feel responsible for my bio dad.
and. that his shit sister in law. didn't want her daughter
to be tomboyish. so stupid brings me over.
44. my mom 71. when the fuck do I get my childhood ?
and I thought of yourtubes all this fancy shit.
which is my ego. my needing attention.
oh look at this guy. he knows his shit. he went thru
a lot. poor him. what is his name ? who did what?
the world cant fucking care. my ego seems to think I can
do what I want. or / and that I have power. which is humiliating. and now I know what I thought or was duped into thinking that I know more. this is so embarrassing.
I am shit. on the other end my sperm donors brother.
I would love to embarrass everyone. but I feel sorry for this
idiot. he hates being gay. they don't understand
is they are raising kids. to be insulted. rude. coward
insensitive , confused. its shit. I fancy love.
I cant go to these gay bars and do this.
this isn't right. these guys don't know me.
they shouldn't know me. they are there to have fun.
al;sdkfj;slkjsf;akljf it hurts.
and it hurts. or frustrating that I have met so many hot men
and I have to slow down. or pull away for a while.
I don't know what puberty is like. I don't want this life
they do this do that. put yor hand there.
there should be . entitlement for men like me
to beat the crap out my female cousins.
desmasculation. this is sick. ! my brother doesn't want to know I feel like a pervert. cuz I want men
its not funny or good. I know what I want. and I know there are so many men who are straight who would love to make love to men but are scared. I cant do anything about it.
I am nervous. I am scared. the way I talk to some gay men at the bars. they look at me. like ( that is not something I would say or want to hear from someone)
was like.... oh this guy is flirting …
long story short. when I intitiated I didn't get the response
until my next visit. then my nerves ...I
" iam sensitive and I respect men's boundaries I am not doing this. so what am I saying this for now?
I guess life is good. I cant be like my mom or dad.
what a fucking cunt my dad's sister in law
I hope I dream of beating the crap out of her.
really! pushing her down stairs .
she used pull my hair and call me stupid
what shit brought this cunt into this world.
and then I read an article in a paper last week
this feminist tries to erase that men are abused often
and try to make men look like shit
what the fuck? these papers. quit doing this versus bullshit.
opinions. make me sick.
interview my cousins … how to make a little boy a girl and
thnk this is acceptable. rape me . me confused not know my parents. are. stuff me. hate sleeping. racing mind.
never have friends. disgusting. I like revenge
my revenge is to live a good life
but for now . sorry.
hope I didn't piss anyone off.
thanks you.
james
earlier. I know my ego. I think I am smarter.
than I pictured this. photo.
sperm donor will see me later next week.
I deserve to feel loved. so . angry … beat my brother.
alone. 'How come nobody loves me?
stupid bio dad sister in law. always look at me and I would
do exactly how they would. I would tell myself that I am dumb.
unworthy. I picture. my real mom has no idea.
I thought I must love guys. I am special. so. since I don't know
what I am. I need to look at guys.
so I am at a gay bar. long story short. I
( I need love. so do what I can. I will have to have sex anyway. ) something like that.
I notice these guys don't particularly want attention like me
or need it. and are very stand off ish. kinda.
hook up. I am jealous. I know I want a woman.
I am glad that the gay community . is what it is today
and liberal all that. I have homophobia. b/c dumbass and
his brother frightened me. laughed at my penis
(which really fucked me up enormously. followed by girl's clothing. telling me I am girl
I get angry that I can only dream of sueing them. cops .
all of it. the more nice I get to me. the more I can
appreciate this is not what others see me. I m clearly a man
and masculine. just some small shit down.
I am frustrated. I feel responsible for my bio dad.
and. that his shit sister in law. didn't want her daughter
to be tomboyish. so stupid brings me over.
44. my mom 71. when the fuck do I get my childhood ?
and I thought of yourtubes all this fancy shit.
which is my ego. my needing attention.
oh look at this guy. he knows his shit. he went thru
a lot. poor him. what is his name ? who did what?
the world cant fucking care. my ego seems to think I can
do what I want. or / and that I have power. which is humiliating. and now I know what I thought or was duped into thinking that I know more. this is so embarrassing.
I am shit. on the other end my sperm donors brother.
I would love to embarrass everyone. but I feel sorry for this
idiot. he hates being gay. they don't understand
is they are raising kids. to be insulted. rude. coward
insensitive , confused. its shit. I fancy love.
I cant go to these gay bars and do this.
this isn't right. these guys don't know me.
they shouldn't know me. they are there to have fun.
al;sdkfj;slkjsf;akljf it hurts.
and it hurts. or frustrating that I have met so many hot men
and I have to slow down. or pull away for a while.
I don't know what puberty is like. I don't want this life
they do this do that. put yor hand there.
there should be . entitlement for men like me
to beat the crap out my female cousins.
desmasculation. this is sick. ! my brother doesn't want to know I feel like a pervert. cuz I want men
its not funny or good. I know what I want. and I know there are so many men who are straight who would love to make love to men but are scared. I cant do anything about it.
I am nervous. I am scared. the way I talk to some gay men at the bars. they look at me. like ( that is not something I would say or want to hear from someone)
was like.... oh this guy is flirting …
long story short. when I intitiated I didn't get the response
until my next visit. then my nerves ...I
" iam sensitive and I respect men's boundaries I am not doing this. so what am I saying this for now?
I guess life is good. I cant be like my mom or dad.
what a fucking cunt my dad's sister in law
I hope I dream of beating the crap out of her.
really! pushing her down stairs .
she used pull my hair and call me stupid
what shit brought this cunt into this world.
and then I read an article in a paper last week
this feminist tries to erase that men are abused often
and try to make men look like shit
what the fuck? these papers. quit doing this versus bullshit.
opinions. make me sick.
interview my cousins … how to make a little boy a girl and
thnk this is acceptable. rape me . me confused not know my parents. are. stuff me. hate sleeping. racing mind.
never have friends. disgusting. I like revenge
my revenge is to live a good life
but for now . sorry.
hope I didn't piss anyone off.
thanks you.
james
I appreciate all your love Rick!
xo
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I wish I could have more sex w/ men. but not. I don't want to confuse guys.
I just needed love. but I guess that is how it is.
I need to understand that men cant be me. or what it is I needed to get or learn as a kid. Needing affection.
But again.
stay away from me. I don't want you.
you will never be me. I need to feel my anger. this.
you are not my brother. you ndidnt need to have sex. you asked for it. idont want to know you. you will care for me
but I wont care for you. they all wanted it. they did
you know I was. suomtihg.,
I dodnt know you. you never said I anything. why should I guess. I iknow my borhter. ot you cant right properly how
can I read your post.
I know. sex. whot my thano. what is that ? what the duck thid
ijust wir we rite. ? my mom don't you me. I don tmy ahd
to have personalityes. nd sex . stopped them r from anger.
they needed me. why cant you just shut up? you don't care about us. you don't want to know me. why should I care about you? you are not as something. you know you want my life.
conversation w/ my brother. some brother. we don't want
you either. yo go home fag! dads brother would say.
its okay. as I would cry. your mother is gay. your mother
is. you cant my that love. you don't want me. I kn need me
I cant give in. I cont you. sex. with m
SORRY TRIGGERING TRIGGERING TRIGGERING
SORRY VERY VIOLENT SHIT. SORRY
are you a boy? says bozna. i stop. and read. or wi ll kill someone or i will kill me.
you dont need me. i need you my feelings arent me. i am responsilbe for them. i have to remem ber that i am exactly what they say or....
i am crazy about men's bodies. b/c .... i have to keep stipid. dumb. and i dont wnat to tell anyone what i am. that iw shy i dont want to be nude. i am scared and this is why i dont get laid
wish wont change me . i am so aangyu i hate spelling. work. i dont i dont want to do that i but i to make them happy. iwish she cared. i wish che ante me. i dknot that i am not good so that is why i needed them. i cant do this w/o them. right. yea. soi know i am jealous of everyone. and i dhouls care only for them. and be an asshole to everyone else. that is why you need me. you need me. and i need you to m mmeit what o thyacht sth isex. snt them i w get . like i watch. hate meysel soilieing on him. he yell. scream faggot!! watch it!! . god. where are you or where you there and watched him? i can understand hwy i should hate me. ehten why i am here is to kill everyone? what is that?
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I just needed love. but I guess that is how it is.
I need to understand that men cant be me. or what it is I needed to get or learn as a kid. Needing affection.
But again.
stay away from me. I don't want you.
you will never be me. I need to feel my anger. this.
you are not my brother. you ndidnt need to have sex. you asked for it. idont want to know you. you will care for me
but I wont care for you. they all wanted it. they did
you know I was. suomtihg.,
I dodnt know you. you never said I anything. why should I guess. I iknow my borhter. ot you cant right properly how
can I read your post.
I know. sex. whot my thano. what is that ? what the duck thid
ijust wir we rite. ? my mom don't you me. I don tmy ahd
to have personalityes. nd sex . stopped them r from anger.
they needed me. why cant you just shut up? you don't care about us. you don't want to know me. why should I care about you? you are not as something. you know you want my life.
conversation w/ my brother. some brother. we don't want
you either. yo go home fag! dads brother would say.
its okay. as I would cry. your mother is gay. your mother
is. you cant my that love. you don't want me. I kn need me
I cant give in. I cont you. sex. with m
SORRY TRIGGERING TRIGGERING TRIGGERING
SORRY VERY VIOLENT SHIT. SORRY
are you a boy? says bozna. i stop. and read. or wi ll kill someone or i will kill me.
you dont need me. i need you my feelings arent me. i am responsilbe for them. i have to remem ber that i am exactly what they say or....
i am crazy about men's bodies. b/c .... i have to keep stipid. dumb. and i dont wnat to tell anyone what i am. that iw shy i dont want to be nude. i am scared and this is why i dont get laid
wish wont change me . i am so aangyu i hate spelling. work. i dont i dont want to do that i but i to make them happy. iwish she cared. i wish che ante me. i dknot that i am not good so that is why i needed them. i cant do this w/o them. right. yea. soi know i am jealous of everyone. and i dhouls care only for them. and be an asshole to everyone else. that is why you need me. you need me. and i need you to m mmeit what o thyacht sth isex. snt them i w get . like i watch. hate meysel soilieing on him. he yell. scream faggot!! watch it!! . god. where are you or where you there and watched him? i can understand hwy i should hate me. ehten why i am here is to kill everyone? what is that?
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Thanks Esterio.
It means a lot.
I don't know who to talk to.
I know I am not that great. I know now that I was told I am special b/c I know that I am needed! but then I abandon.
that is special. I know now my mom is a cunt in some ways.
I hate my sperm donor. I need a retro arcade. I visitied one
in barrie Ontario. I anyway. I know I am not gay. this.
but then I want love. I would like more love making w/ men
sorry straight guys if it makes you ill hearing this.
I am jealous of everyone. I hate my life at the moment
but I know it could /would be worse
esp. if it hadn't been for all the support here and primal
community. I am rushing.
I hate this. I know I should be alive and all
but its fucking hard t da;lk this
and this and this. and this
oh. in a gay bar.
"HEY GUYS I need sex. I am not gay , gay
but. this . I am messed up.
needed a dad. can you help me?
not likely!!
Thanks Esterio.
It means a lot.
I don't know who to talk to.
I know I am not that great. I know now that I was told I am special b/c I know that I am needed! but then I abandon.
that is special. I know now my mom is a cunt in some ways.
I hate my sperm donor. I need a retro arcade. I visitied one
in barrie Ontario. I anyway. I know I am not gay. this.
but then I want love. I would like more love making w/ men
sorry straight guys if it makes you ill hearing this.
I am jealous of everyone. I hate my life at the moment
but I know it could /would be worse
esp. if it hadn't been for all the support here and primal
community. I am rushing.
I hate this. I know I should be alive and all
but its fucking hard t da;lk this
and this and this. and this
oh. in a gay bar.
"HEY GUYS I need sex. I am not gay , gay
but. this . I am messed up.
needed a dad. can you help me?
not likely!!
Thanks Esterio.
HOpe your neice dies you fuckin prick!
I feel empty. I don't want to talk. I want to live and love.
I don't know my sex. I know I am not here. but. am
I know I disacootaed all my life.
I hate this shit.
I hope something good happens. I and I hope you all suffer.
I really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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stupid sperm donor!
I feel empty. I don't want to talk. I want to live and love.
I don't know my sex. I know I am not here. but. am
I know I disacootaed all my life.
I hate this shit.
I hope something good happens. I and I hope you all suffer.
I really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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stupid sperm donor!
my dream si I smn being a star.
sldkjfs;kjf d flk;sjdf greed.
wanting love.
poetic.
got to be better to myself.
work. I can be jealous. of him. his relationshiop
his dream of being there for his family.
I hated myself. wishing I could be like him.
dreams. I had to numb myself. or num. felt
reality was theirs. dumb. this is not helping
greedy. I wanted her. she didn't care. fucked me up .
what . I wish to just. be in the back. let everyone .
as they would anyone. read no one. I have no special op powers.
not gay. but yes. I am. I just don't want to do that .
I lost . no one. I had no one. I am not gay. I don't want to be gay like whomever. so if I don't have a relationship I am
the reason why. I don't want the bars. the app is exciting and disappointing. I am running from that I wish I had a bigger dick.
this gets . this is why I don't want to have sex.
I felt . I don't know who I can talk to. I have my therapists.
but. or AND I a have no dad. I have no mom. I wont have that.
I have a hard time with loneliness. I feel like a stranger.
I am good. I like people. I want to trust. I cant be them.
I cant try to be perfect anymore. I am just me. I was always gay.
but. no AND I SURVIVED. I DONT WANT them. they can have my cousin. I cant be this . and I have to let everyone be better than me. stronger me. smarter, wiser. allow it all to be what it is. I cant do that sex thing. I like to make love. and when it happens it will. I am good. struggle can change me. I don't need the food. I am good. we all are. one way or another.
they need themselves. allow them to be better tougher. they cant see me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god bless.
sldkjfs;kjf d flk;sjdf greed.
wanting love.
poetic.
got to be better to myself.
work. I can be jealous. of him. his relationshiop
his dream of being there for his family.
I hated myself. wishing I could be like him.
dreams. I had to numb myself. or num. felt
reality was theirs. dumb. this is not helping
greedy. I wanted her. she didn't care. fucked me up .
what . I wish to just. be in the back. let everyone .
as they would anyone. read no one. I have no special op powers.
not gay. but yes. I am. I just don't want to do that .
I lost . no one. I had no one. I am not gay. I don't want to be gay like whomever. so if I don't have a relationship I am
the reason why. I don't want the bars. the app is exciting and disappointing. I am running from that I wish I had a bigger dick.
this gets . this is why I don't want to have sex.
I felt . I don't know who I can talk to. I have my therapists.
but. or AND I a have no dad. I have no mom. I wont have that.
I have a hard time with loneliness. I feel like a stranger.
I am good. I like people. I want to trust. I cant be them.
I cant try to be perfect anymore. I am just me. I was always gay.
but. no AND I SURVIVED. I DONT WANT them. they can have my cousin. I cant be this . and I have to let everyone be better than me. stronger me. smarter, wiser. allow it all to be what it is. I cant do that sex thing. I like to make love. and when it happens it will. I am good. struggle can change me. I don't need the food. I am good. we all are. one way or another.
they need themselves. allow them to be better tougher. they cant see me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god bless.
im not the only one suffering.
find the persons who can hear them. they also suffered.
but. / AND I DONT NEED them. them. they cant help me.
I know I am not the only one. if I give back. good can only come form . trust me. I can. I don't go for it all.
popular I cant have. its not for me. wasn't there for me as a kid . I can have me. its scary. . and it has to be. I know I don't have to bring with me. leave them! back way back!
they cant come to me. they can find their way. l they all need her. let them sdfsl;adjk.dfsd;ljk
greed is not so bad. if I know I am loving. caring.
fuck em! they did what they did. they can live with it.
why . I wont care about them.
bubbye
find the persons who can hear them. they also suffered.
but. / AND I DONT NEED them. them. they cant help me.
I know I am not the only one. if I give back. good can only come form . trust me. I can. I don't go for it all.
popular I cant have. its not for me. wasn't there for me as a kid . I can have me. its scary. . and it has to be. I know I don't have to bring with me. leave them! back way back!
they cant come to me. they can find their way. l they all need her. let them sdfsl;adjk.dfsd;ljk
greed is not so bad. if I know I am loving. caring.
fuck em! they did what they did. they can live with it.
why . I wont care about them.
bubbye
beautiful.
