I do something good!

[Leosha]

I am sorry to not be here again, have been traveling for work, and still am away of home. Usually I like travel, but right now it is not so enjoyable, but will be home late Monday, or sometime monday anyway (I am confused of time changes). But I do something I am very proud of myself and wanted to share it here, it is very exciting to me. Since to start dealing of all this crap, I lose almost 40 pounds, not able to eat and being sick so much. And at lowest, in hospital last time, I was down at 113 pounds, and was making myself more sick. I have been working really much to make myself eat, make myself not be sick, it has been hard for me. And then today I eat wrong thing and be sick half day and think I lose out on weight again, but actually check my weight this evening and I am now back up at 127! I am very excited, and happy that something that I try to do for myself actual works! It has been over two weeks since I do anything to hurt at myself, and other of being sick some today, it is almost a week since I get myself sick again. Maybe it is true, this is possible. I will try to respond at some posts in morning before 'working' again. uck!

leosha

 

[The Dean]

Leosha, it is true that loving and caring for yourself works wonders. We all are cheering for you as much as any crowd you skated in front of, cheered for you.

Bob

 

[martin]

Glad for you success my friend!

 

[FlyWM]

Way to go buddy, it is great you are gaining some of the wieght back, and I am very glad you haven't hurt yourself for a couple of weeks. I am so happy you haven't been as sick, I am proud of you for gaining some of the wieght back, and for not hurting yourself, it is great. Keep up the great work buddy.

scott

 

[crisispoint]

Hey, Leo!

I am so happy for you buddy, I can't tell you!

Little victories are the stuff of big ones. I've learned that and I think you have too!

Keep at it my friend. You give me and the others here hope.

Love and peace (and a pound or two more!)

Scot

 

[Mike Church]

Leo: Ditto to what the others have said. You deserve all the good things from now on. I am honoured to call you brother.

 

[bowman]

Leo,

great news on the weight and not making yourself sick. Also its great that you haven't hurt yourself for two weeks. Acting to take care of yourself shows that you are not listening to what the abusers taught you. you are beating them.

Ken