I can't understand feelings i got
Firstly sorry for my shitty english.
I've always described myself as heterosexual, but at the same time, any relationship with a woman scares me.Even the thought of sex making me uncomfortable.
In the depths of my brain I feel like having a relationship with a woman or making love is like a bad thing to do.Like i will stain her or make her humiliated.
Lately im having doubts about my sexuality.It all started when a gay man said I was 100 percent gay.Hearing that infront of my friends made me feel like shit.After this incident began to doubt.Now i'm constantly checking nearly every man i came across.Always triying figure out im i gay or not.I wasnt have any gay thoughts when i was teenager.But now i feel like i have a gay side and im triying to supress it.Some days i am convincing myself this kind of thougths just results of my sick brain.Some days it got worse and im hundred percent sure im bi or gay.
Did any of you guys get through of this kind of shit?Is this feeling happens once gay man get out from his closet?Anyone can tell me what the fuck im going through?
I've always described myself as heterosexual, but at the same time, any relationship with a woman scares me.Even the thought of sex making me uncomfortable.
In the depths of my brain I feel like having a relationship with a woman or making love is like a bad thing to do.Like i will stain her or make her humiliated.
Lately im having doubts about my sexuality.It all started when a gay man said I was 100 percent gay.Hearing that infront of my friends made me feel like shit.After this incident began to doubt.Now i'm constantly checking nearly every man i came across.Always triying figure out im i gay or not.I wasnt have any gay thoughts when i was teenager.But now i feel like i have a gay side and im triying to supress it.Some days i am convincing myself this kind of thougths just results of my sick brain.Some days it got worse and im hundred percent sure im bi or gay.
Did any of you guys get through of this kind of shit?Is this feeling happens once gay man get out from his closet?Anyone can tell me what the fuck im going through?