I am sorry

I am sorry
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Elad

Registrant
I am not so good a friend I think. I hide out inside myself very well. I pretend that all is good, that the past does not haunt me. I want it to not be there and if I hide out somehow it escapes me but it always comes back and taps me on the shoulder. Forgive me for hiding. I'm not avoiding you. I am avoiding myself.
 
Elad,

I have long hid within my self. The people around you can't tell what you are hiding from. Human insecurity says it must be them.

Hiding within yourself will not help it go away or ease the pain. I have 26 years of experience in that. It doesn't work.

Opening up, letting the feelings out, embracing them and understanding them, understanding the truth will set them free. Then the pain will subside. Life will be so much easier to live.

The journey through your feelings is not a real pleasant one, but one that is well worth the work.

Feel free to express your feelings, the ones that you are hiding within you. PM me if you'd like.

Bill
 
shout it..

doesn't do you any good to keep it inside..

shout it..

you will feel better..

:cool:
 
Elad,

I know a bit about trying to hide from myself and from the past. It doesn't work for me, but I still keep trying it from time to time.

The problem seems to be that when I hide from myself, I am stuck alone with the past. When I hide from the past, I am stuck alone with myself.

I don't like those kind of "stuck alone" feelings.

Keep posting. There really is no reason to hide.

Thanks,

Joe
 
Elad,

I do not think there is ever need to apologize here, for absence or presence here. The healing process, always, it is the ups and downs of things. That includes to come and go from here.

One good thing about friendships, there is usually good understanding there also. Even if there is hurt feeling or such in the past, there is always opportunities in the future. I wish you luck, and hope you come here more often.

Leosha
 
I've hid all my life, sometimes for saftey and other times just so I didn't have to deal with the pain. I'm trying not to do that now.I have found some great supports heere. Make use of the supports they will help. Take care of yourself.
Gus
 
check this out, my friend....

https://www.survivingtothriving.org

i hope this helps.............. :cool:
 
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