I Am Not Here
I Am Not Here
I am standing there, upright
for those to see, present
my eyes are open wide
but time and world are bent
my eyes are not outside
time doesn't move, inside
where who I am is sent
and nothing looks quite right
for every second spent
triples my internal fright
because everything seems so unreal
and I try so hard, but cannot feel
with a room that is a room no more
please come closer, help me deal
make me better, help me heal
because I am frightened to the core