I’m completely alone
First-if any of this is triggering I apologize. I am trying to use language that won’t affect someone else.
Hi everyone,
My name is Chris. I am a trans man. In my mid 30’s and slowly discovering all the abuses my mind closed into a tiny box behind everything else. As I go about through therapy and such it seems like more memories come back.
And as the title states, I’m completely alone. I live in a very rural town in the midwest on purpose. I have no friends here, and no family. My relationship with my mother isn’t good. The one with my Dad is good, but he still lives a full day’s drive away, 12 hours.
I’m extremely introverted, a hermit, I trust no one, and my dogs are my kids. My dogs have saved me more than I saved them.
I have a number of physical and mental health problems. I can’t even let anyone inside my front door. Depression, PTSD and Anxiety are a few of my biggest issues.
But I’ve lost touch with humanity. I’ve been used/abused in many different ways by a lot of different people. I get taken advantage of a lot. And because of that, I think, I just hit my mental limit and shut down.
So when I found this community after thinking about it a bit, I decided to join to try and get back in touch with humanity.
Hi everyone,
My name is Chris. I am a trans man. In my mid 30’s and slowly discovering all the abuses my mind closed into a tiny box behind everything else. As I go about through therapy and such it seems like more memories come back.
And as the title states, I’m completely alone. I live in a very rural town in the midwest on purpose. I have no friends here, and no family. My relationship with my mother isn’t good. The one with my Dad is good, but he still lives a full day’s drive away, 12 hours.
I’m extremely introverted, a hermit, I trust no one, and my dogs are my kids. My dogs have saved me more than I saved them.
I have a number of physical and mental health problems. I can’t even let anyone inside my front door. Depression, PTSD and Anxiety are a few of my biggest issues.
But I’ve lost touch with humanity. I’ve been used/abused in many different ways by a lot of different people. I get taken advantage of a lot. And because of that, I think, I just hit my mental limit and shut down.
So when I found this community after thinking about it a bit, I decided to join to try and get back in touch with humanity.