how do you do it
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MaleSurvivor
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posted August 23, 2005 08:08 PM
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people rarely like me - most people do not
i feel like i self abuse for ppl to like me
and then they find out i am not that person totally - or have limitation that cannot
be ok -
it hard
mervin green bloor
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MaleSurvivor
Member # 1572
posted August 23, 2005 08:10 PM
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a friend said i am learning who i am - in a way i
they new name felt good but i
mark is very painful name -
at the moment it just reminds me that it has not gotten ok
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MaleSurvivor
Member # 1572
posted August 23, 2005 08:11 PM
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ppl never enough -
ugg - i will be ok - i just need to chill
ttyl
mark
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MaleSurvivor
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posted August 23, 2005 08:13 PM
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sorry folks -
i wish the healing were done - sometimes -
whatever
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markgreyblue
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markgreyblue
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MaleSurvivor
Member # 1572
posted August 23, 2005 08:08 PM
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people rarely like me - most people do not
i feel like i self abuse for ppl to like me
and then they find out i am not that person totally - or have limitation that cannot
be ok -
it hard
mervin green bloor
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markgreyblue
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Posts: 1231 | From: Toronto | IP: Logged |
markgreyblue
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MaleSurvivor
Member # 1572
posted August 23, 2005 08:10 PM
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a friend said i am learning who i am - in a way i
they new name felt good but i
mark is very painful name -
at the moment it just reminds me that it has not gotten ok
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markgreyblue
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Posts: 1231 | From: Toronto | IP: Logged |
markgreyblue
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MaleSurvivor
Member # 1572
posted August 23, 2005 08:11 PM
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ppl never enough -
ugg - i will be ok - i just need to chill
ttyl
mark
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markgreyblue
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Posts: 1231 | From: Toronto | IP: Logged |
markgreyblue
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MaleSurvivor
Member # 1572
posted August 23, 2005 08:13 PM
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sorry folks -
i wish the healing were done - sometimes -
whatever
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markgreyblue
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Posts: 1231 | From: Toronto | IP: Logged |
